take my tears, my fears ` `

2010-06-20T22:17:00.005+08:00

Back! To summarise, it was a very memorable trip and I enjoyed it alot! Had fun shopping and travelling around. Except for certain times when we had nothing much to do cos of the bad weather. The travelling part was actually quite irritating cos there was a train ride that lasted for 5 hours plus! But mum and dear took very good care of me. They still had to tolerate my hot temper and countless complaints. Really feel very bad. Hopefully after this phase, I will not have such bad mood swings again =X I don't wanna be a spoilt brat. Haha. As for my brother.. He only knows how to suan me cos I don't dare to eat this, don't dare to do that. Bleah. But anyway I had fun laughing at his crap and his uncivilised acts. He even tried to prank call some shop where we had our dinner cos the food sucks. Haha. Well, after travelling about half of Taiwan, Taipei is still the best for holiday I should say. Maybe cos I bought most of the stuff there. Haha. But apart from bringing stuff that we bought from the night markets and shopping centres back, I also brought with me many flea bites on my legs!! Dear also got alot of flea bites too. But his started to itch as soon as he got bitten. Mine camped on my legs for a week before starting to itch very very badly just on the day before we left. Damn how unlucky! Now I look like I have some skin disease or viral infection. And I only wear jeans out now. More exposure will only invite stares and more itch!! The worst is they started to spread around my legs again this morning. I had to beat my hand to stop myself from scratching. Prepare to say eew or yucks if you see my legs.

One more week before leaving for the ocip trip! Shall spend the week resting and uploading the photos. I predict we won't get to sleep much during the trip. And I also predict that I will get more bites there. Just don't understand why do mosquitoes and other insects like to bite me so much!!! I can get like ten bites while the rest get barely any.

Shall turn in soon. I'm glad dear came with us for the trip. He really made me feel how much I'm loved and how much more I should love him in return. Take care of yourself during your reservist training k :) Guess you wouldn't be reading this until maybe after you're back. But I'll definitely miss you!! Wanna see you soon again!

2010-06-03T08:45:00.001+08:00

Fainting spells.

Can I don't take the medicine please? :(

2010-04-28T22:22:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, I wish you could just leave him alone. It would really be better for all of us.

Cleared four papers. One more to go. How I wish that paper is on an earlier date. Honestly, I don't even feel any sense of relief after the malay paper. Probably I was too tired to feel anything. Two papers in a day can really be very taxing. Tried to take a nap in between but I failed to. Tried to take another nap on the train ride home but I failed to again. And I really hate taking the train home.. My butt hurt so badly that I decided to stand up halfway even though there were many empty seats in the train. Maybe SMRT should replace those hard seats with cushioned ones. So poor people like me do not have to suffer.

Okay, maybe I should really turn in now. I really really really do not like exams. It's making my body deteriorate. My complexion is going from bad to worse. Like it's not bad enough already. Damn effing gross. Argh. May time be fast forwarded so that I can get out of this shit soon. Sorry for such a pessimistic post. Fatigue makes me horrible and short-tempered.

2010-03-27T23:20:00.005+08:00

I am supposed to be feeling damn shagged and longing for the bed now. But strangely, I am not. Probably cos I'm still feeling very full from the late dinner just now. We only finished eating at around half past nine. Was rather pissed with some people at first. Black faces are not meant to be spread. And I think it's really not nice to affect everyone else' mood. Afterall it's grandma's birthday. And as I am saying this, I think I'm speaking for myself too, under other circumstances. Anyway, luckily it got better after that. The food at this new chinese restaurant is quite good. I like the ramen that I ordered. And it's cheaper than xin wang's too. My uncle ordered a lot of other side dishes too. Ate until my stomach got really bloated. Which explains why I'm not really in the sleeping mode now. Have been thinking how I managed to get by this week. Cleared both presentations of marketing. Finally. After weeks of continuous discussions to and fro and also some minor conflicts here and there. But I don't feel anywhere near the level of decreased stress though. I guess many other factors accumulated the stress back to the original level. However, one proud achievement that I've made for myself is that I am less afraid of balloons now! I actually took up balloon sculpturing during the week, in preparation for today's naf closing ceremony. I was really very scared at first. I think people who know me well know that I don't like to stay near balloons, much less touch or hold them. Take a look at balloon hat festival back in st nicks. The balloon hat that I wore on my head was the efforts of other people and not mine at all. HAHA. But I managed to learn how to twist the balloon into a dog (I know it's simple but don't laugh!), heart and flower! Hahaha. But I still screwed up a little in front of the kids today. It was so stressful! When we started twisting the balloons, kids starting crowding in front of us and staring at us with the "I want a (dog/heart/flower/gun/sword/CAT -_-) balloon" face. And as we were all still noobies (newbies for a better word), we were flustered and kept panicking. As a result we burst quite a few balloons in front of them. HAHA. Cui man. Luckily some of the comm members came over and help us. So we spent practically the whole day pumping up balloons, tying them (this is the worst part cos your fingers would really hurt after a while) and twisting them. I can still 'smell' the rubber on my hands now. Lol. And now this naf event has officially ended. Supposed to be another load off my mind too. But still, there was no effect on me. Aha. I am now more inclined to believe that university life sucks, and I mean it. Probably the only time that I don't mean it when I say life sucks is during those secondary school days, when our minds are much less complex. (I don't remember saying life sucks during primary school. Probably cos I don't know how to use it? Or rather I don't know about its existence. Lol.) I actually looked forward to school everyday. Now it's like... I guess I don't have to spell out every single word. You should know how it's like now and how much it's different from last time. Sometimes I really wish I am in Wonderland. I think I'd prefer battling with the dragon to battling with whatever is facing us now. Let me be Alice for once. HAHA.

Three more weeks of school and two other weeks of exams. I'm really counting down now.

Think the 'sleep worm' has gotten alive and is reminding me of my bed. Shall turn in now. Tata. Probably won't see any more of my posts until the gates of freedom are open.

It's me again. I guess I need more time.

2010-02-14T09:09:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL! :D

I should really admit that I don't really feel the mood and atmosphere this year. Probably because we are drowned with endless projects and assignments due. And the worse is I won't have time to do anything until school reopens. Two projects due next week. And we haven't even started yet. Argh. Nvm. Shall not dampen the mood. Today's supposed to be a happy day. I will make sure I am really happy and that I will enjoy this really short holiday to the fullest :)

Off to get ready now. Tata!

2010-01-30T08:26:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry. I could have been better.

2010-01-11T09:37:00.002+08:00

Let's all hail the start of school today! Lucky thing for me is that all my lessons today are tutorials so I don't have to go back to school! Have been dreading this day alot.. I wish I could stay at home forever. And I wish I could stay nearer to my school. The thought of the four hours of travelling to and from school is just plain disgusting. Now I'm just looking forward to the four months of holiday. Wahahah.

Anyway, Body World was great! It felt like a very insightful and interesting Bio lesson. And it was really an eye-opener. Really wonder how they managed to preserve those muscles and organs and bones so well. I could hardly see any sign of rotting. But most of the exhibits there are males. I only saw a female one. Some of them are like staring at you when you look at them. Some only had an eyeball left. Haha. Better not go there at night.. who knows it might be a night at the museum. LOL. The most disgusting part were the dissected brains and organs. And they displayed the lungs of a smoker and a non-smoker as well. Hopefully it'll deter those smokers from lighting up a cigarette. Lol. Oh and they also showed the many stages of a foetus too. From the 1st month to the 8th month or something. Looks quite gross though.. Reminds me of the movie REcycle. Haha. Oh! They also displayed the blood vessels of the head and body too. They are very thin lines which are all tangled up together. And it's all red in colour. Damn yucky. Haha. There were bodies of some animals as well! Like horse and giraffe.. The giraffe is so huge. Wonder how they moved it in in the first place. Lol. And not forgetting the octopus and giant squid too. Really had the urge to touch it and see how it feels like. Too bad no photography or any form of touching the exhibits is allowed. Overall it was a wonderful experience! At least I feel that I know more about my body now.. Haha. My current level of bio is only up to sec 2. Haha. But it's definitely more interesting than physics, to me. Lol. Anyway, I really wanna thank my dear cw for taking me there! I know I caused a lot of inconveniences beforehand and informing you stuff at the last minute. Really paiseh but I really enjoyed my day with you yesterday! Love ya loads!

Okay school's started. Let's all tune back to the study mood now.. Sianzzz. Going back to hall later. Shall pack my stuff now. Tata!

2010-01-03T09:24:00.003+08:00

Lol. Haven't been blogging again. Actually I typed a super long post but I thought it sounded rather stupid so I decided not to publish it. HAHA. Anyway, HAPPY 2010 to all! Abit lag I know. Can't believe it's the third day of the year already!! So fast. Went for the countdown party at vivo but to our disappointment, we didn't even get to squeeze in at all. We were standing near the barriers inside the shopping centre, hoping that the guards would be nice enough to open them and let those without tickets in. Haha. Didn't expect them to be so strict this year. I remembered last year they allowed people to fill up those gaps at the sides of the stage. This year they didn't even let a single person in. Even those with tickets couldn't go in too. Lol. Anyway, living up to the kiasu-ism spirit of singaporeans, we left right after everyone shouted HAPPY 2010!! HAHAHA. And we were not the only ones lor. Haha. Typical singaporeans. Here's wishing that everyone lives a better life this year! And hopefully the economy will recover faster and BOOMZ again! LOL.

Have been spending much of my time with my macbook, figuring out the functions and all. And I still don't know how to copy and paste -_- The ctrl + C and ctrl + V buttons don't seem to work. Lol. Any macbook users wanna enlighten me? HAHA. Oh yes and I officially dislike hamsters now!! I don't care whether they look cute or not. Yesterday I had a hard time cleaning the area around my brother's hamster cage. Can't believe he's the owner and yet he doesn't even care to clear up the mess at all. It was so dusty and it made me sneeze non-stop. What's worse is there are so many ants there!! Grrrrrr ants will never live in my world. Never EVER. Muahahahaha. I'm sure I have displayed my hatred for ants to those around me. Lol. And the only creatures that I will ever dare to kill with my bare hands are ants only. The rest I would either run away or try killing them with a broom or something. HAHA. Anyway that's not the end of it. When I opened the cupboard below the cage, a half-alive lizard dropped out!! It was still moving but I think it injured like three out of four of its legs. Damn and I screamed. Lol. Luckily it's a small one. I didn't dare to sweep it away so I asked my mum to do it. And the tail actually dropped out when she swept it. Yucks. Sigh. I think we will have a hard time spring-cleaning for chinese new year. I think I would be grossed out everywhere. I want Merti back!!! Really miss her alot. Wonder how she's doing now. Lost her contact so I couldn't reach her anymore. Would often think of her when I'm feeling bored at home. I always use her to cure my boredom. Haha I sound like a meanie. Okay. Off to the market with my mum now! And one more week to school.. Damn!

2009-12-26T11:51:00.004+08:00

Finally a change in template! Shall temporarily move away from white templates for now.. Haha. But the picture doesn't seem to be appearing though.. If not it would have looked better! Lol. Anyway, can't believe holiday's gonna be over! School's gonna start in slightly more than two weeks' time. I'm really not looking forward to it at all. I can't imagine myself immersing in stress all over again. Shouldn't uni life be more relaxed than jc life? I wonder who was the one who said this. I really thought life would be better once the jc phase is over. But look at this. HAHA. Oh well. Shall start looking forward to the four months long break after the next semester! Haha. We've already got plans for a long vacation. Yay really can't wait! Singapore's not a place to rest and relax at all. Haha.

Nevertheless, I guess I didn't really waste this short break away. Except for some days when I really just nua-ed myself away playing stupid fb games and watching the countless dvds at home. Haha. But other than that, I guess I spent my time quite well. Going out with friends and family plus eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop! It's really nice to catch up with friends and doing crazy things all over again! But I also gotta apologise to some people for 'putting aeroplanes' for some of the outings! I think I'll be outcasted soon enough.. Lol. Oh yes. And I've made an achievement during this period of time too! It shouldn't be called an achievement actually.. Haha. But I think I'm finally willing to open my heart and accept her already! I really don't know how I could manage to do that. I remember before that I was really nasty to her and said really bad things to her. And that really soured the relationship between my brother and I. Things started to change when I started asking my brother about her and I was quite shocked when he was willing to tell me everything. Then she came over to the christmas party last week and that was the first time I said Hi to her and even talked to her abit. LOL. And that was the first time I've ever looked into her eyes and see her face properly. Previously I would just dao her and even threw my temper at her! Omg. Can't believe myself. Such a baddie. HAHA. I guess there's no way we can stop them from doing anything so we should just trust him and believe that he knows what he's doing. Right? Besides, his attitude towards me has improved too! And I think this is probably one of the major reasons. At least when I niao him now, he actually listens to me sometimes! HAHAHA! (Oh but he didn't finish the last piece of bread that i made for him for breakfast just now! Hmpf what a waste. LOL.) Okay I shall stop talking about this.. If not it would make me sound like some irritating old auntie. Haha.

Okay. Anyway, here comes the most important part of the post. Regarding my previous post, please forgive me for my stupidity and my bad at handling this matter! I was caught by surprise too really. But I guess there's nothing to conceal anymore. Hope you all won't be too upset with me. Long ago I really wanted to say everything already but I really didn't know how to. I guess you know that based on my character, I'm really not the kind who can so easily say everything and pretend it's nothing! It's so difficult for me you know. So please don't blame me for taking so long to let you guys know. I really didn't mean to do that.

-Huang Ah Ma kowtows to all the geges and nu bis!-

Inside joke. But I think at least someone should know what it means.. I got the inspiration from her blog. HAHA.

Okay, a sense of relief for me now. Can't wait for you to come back tomorrow! AND I WANT MY MACBOOK NOW! Think I'll be spending the remaining days of the holiday staying at home and figuring out how to use it. Haha.

2009-12-25T22:23:00.001+08:00

OH NOOOOO. I'm at a loss at what to do now. Help!

2009-12-11T16:55:00.002+08:00

I shall now officially declare that wisdom tooth extraction is one of the most painful ordeals of my life. Arghhhh. The period right after the numbness has subsided is the worst period. And I'm currently going through that period now. Damn. Not only do I have a headache, my stomach's feeling queasy and the pain is excruciating! And the blood just keeps flowing out despite me biting on the guaze for the past few hours and changing it every now and then. I am practically 'eating' my blood now. It's super gross and I guess the taste is the one that's making my stomach queasy. Yucks to the max.

The process of extraction, though not the worst period, is not that good either. It didn't turn out the way I expected though. I thought it would be just any simple extraction. You sit there and wait for your turn and when they call you, you just go into the room and have your tooth extracted. But hell no. I was asked to change out of all my clothes (including the insides) and wear a robe and their slippers. Then the nurse passed me a rubberband and asked me to tie my hair. Thanks ah. Rubberband is super painful and bad to the hair can. Luckily I bought my own proper one and told her I would use mine instead. She had to verify if there are any metal stuff on my rubberband. Lol. Then she brought me into the operating rooms. I was asked a few silly questions. Haha. I know they are essential but they are really silly. Stuff like: What are you here for? Whose signature is this? (Points to my mum's one) And whose signature is this? (Points to my own one) and so on. And I was asked a few times on the same questions somemore -_- by different people. Then I was 'escorted' into the operating room. Haha. I didn't know such a simple extraction would seem so 'major' that I actually had to go into a real operating room with all the lights and machines and whatsoever. I don't know if I'm exaggerating but I really only expected a chair that can be reclined and a dentist. That's all. But there were nurses in the room, the main surgeon and the assistant one. They strapped me onto the bed and wrapped the blood pressure thing around my arm. I could hear my heartbeat from the machine. Haha. And it's not consistent one lo. They were periods when there were no sound. I thought I had the ability to stop my heart from beating and I even tried a few ways to see if it really worked. Haha. But too bad the stopping periods were irregular and not according to my 'actions'. Lol. At first I was feeling alright. But when the nurses kept asking me to relax, I became more and more nervous. When I saw the two surgeons walking in, I could already hear my heart beating faster in the background. Haha. Shit so embarrassing. Means they all know that I'm very nervous even though I tried to appear calm on the surface. The surgeon even asked if I'm scared and I still replied a no confidently. And there my heartbeat was, going faster in the background. HAHA. Damn. Anyway, he started off with injecting the anesthetic thing into my gums. And he didn't even gave any warning. He just flashed the syringe with the super long needle right in front of my face and asked me to open my mouth. Lol GG already. Basically it was painful lah. And i can feel him piercing the needle though my gums and a tinge of numbness was felt. After injecting a few times, the numbness started coming into effect. I was left lying there for a few minutes and it's certainly not the part which I liked at all. I can hardly feel anything on the right side of my mouth. But I can feel that my saliva is accumulating there and it's so dammit uncomfortable! I tried to swallow a few times but I swallowed the anesthetic thing in as well. Such a horrible taste. And I just prayed that the surgeon would come and operate on me immediately. Finally the operation began. My eyes were covered from the light and only my mouth was exposed to them. Basically I couldn't feel anything except that I knew he used some cutting thing to cut my gums. I can feel the vibration. He sliced my bottom tooth into three parts. Haha. And before I knew it, he said "Your bottom tooth is removed already." I was like huh so fast? I couldn't even feel anything being pulled out from my gums. Haha. My upper tooth was removed even faster. I just felt some force and before I knew it again, he said that it's removed already. HAHA. Thank God for the numbness. The entire process was completed in less than ten minutes? And I could hear them talking in the background: Woah this time very fast leh. LOL. I wonder if it's good or bad. Then my blood just kept gushing out non-stop. I was asked to bite on a guaze to stop the flow. I didn't even know if i bit it or not cos I can't feel anything. Haha. My right lower cheek was numb all the way. The numbness only subsided like now and that's why I can feel the pain already. And I was given four kinds of medicine which I had to eat for at least twice a day for five days. Argh this sucks man.

Okay my stomach's feeling queasy again. Tried to eat something to drown the taste of my blood but it doesn't seem to be working. Yucks. I really hope I do not have to remove the wisdom tooth on the left side cos it's definitely not a good feeling and I really hate this period of time now!! It's worse than putting on braces. And no one's at home to comfort me! HAHA. How I wish you were by my side now. Oh well. Jiayou to myself! I can and will hang in there for the next few days! :D

2009-11-08T23:49:00.000+08:00

You must be surprised that I still bothered to come back here to blog. Frankly speaking, I've actually given up on blogging since I don't really find any point in it. Oh well, just a sudden urge to blog about the many recent events that have happened. Shall not go into the details but I'll summarise as much as I can.

Finally cleared all the projects for this semester! Now looking back at it, I really wondered how I managed to get through this. At the beginning I was still complaining everywhere about how I am supposed to survive with the irritatingly irritating BIZ LAW ASSIGNMENT or the seemingly impossible projects of IT. Really glad that everything's over. At least for the projects. Now I just have two more hurdles to clear for this coming week before breaking to study for exams. Another oral presentation again!! And another FM quiz again!! Oh well, this is a repeat process anyway. Shall just let it come and go. Hopefully I won't screw my OA up again. -crosses fingers.

Back to my main point. Biz plan presentation ended successfully on friday, at least. I should say the three presenters really brought the class to life that day. Even marc low laughed with the class though I feel that our ideas really do seem ridiculous. And I should say our group was the most relaxed during the session. But just when I thought everything was alright, an email from marc low was sent to all our group members on saturday. And it read "I would like to give your group verbal feedback regarding your final biz plan proposal." That was when my heart sank. Haha. Okay too exaggerated. But I knew it won't be a good thing lah. Just hope it won't demoralise us too much. But anyway, I still enjoyed all our meetings together, with my wonderful groupmates!

Weiwei: the lame and the lame and the super lame one. She can just randomly stun us with her lame jokes. Haha.

Yu Ching: the leopard prints, the zip-bra and BOOMZ and SHINGZ. Thanks to her, I am now so 'into' the ris low trend. HAHA.

Mildred: the one who came up with the T-shirt idea! and all the cute names for the website features. And not forgetting her zai presentation, which left the class saying "orhhhhhhh.." at the end of it. Haha.

Chen Wee: the one who always get bullied, especially to clear our bowls after our meals everytime. HAHA. Poor thing xP

Really had a great time with you guys. Especially when we had our discussions at canteen B and we'll start singing along with the songs played over the broadcasting station and commenting about the DJs. Haha. And sorry for losing my temper at times. Though I know you all can't tell cos I don't show it. Haha.

Okay I'm falling asleep yet again. Shall stop here for now. Wonder when will my next post be. Haha. But don't bother to come back here frequently. Lol.

2009-09-25T23:02:00.000+08:00

Yo. It's been almost a month since I was last here. Haha. The long awaited yet dreaded recess week is finally here! Long awaited cos I have been so busy with school stuff that I hardly had any leisure time. Now I can finally sit down and watch the television. I seriously think we will all be isolated from the outside world very soon. Whenever the tutors talk about any random news or happenings, we will just stare at each other with the huh look. Lol. And dreaded cos there are countless stuff to do during the week. Which means this will greatly decrease our time for entertainment. Don't know if we should feel slightly relieved or not. Both the business plan proposal and the biz law assignment's deadlines are pushed back one more week. But still, I'm so not positive about the blaw assignment. Just reading the questions will develop even more question marks in your head. I really don't like that module. It's interesting to study but definitely not good for any assignments or tests or exams. And speaking of comm fundamentals. I really wanna laugh at how slack our class is. Other classes have presented stories and newspaper articles but we haven't done any of those yet. Was prepared to present my newspaper article on wednesday but we spent too much time on one task that in the end the teacher gave up the idea of letting us present. LOL. Even though it should be better if we had presented, I still have a phobia of it cos of OP. And the business plan just immediately reminds me of PW and the urghhh written report. Can't believe that IT itself has three projects. We even have one for Microsoft Access -_- lol. But I think it's quite a cool application after trying out abit of it during class today. But so far I've enjoyed the project meetings. The people that I'm grouped with are all quite nice, and cooperative. Hope that this will last till the end of all the meetings. Haha.

Okay I'm quite tired now. Have been sleeping at 12 or 1 plus in hall everyday. Hardly had six hours of sleep. Lol. Need to replenish myself. Anyway, don't think I'll be back here so soon. The next time I will be back may be at the end of the semester. Don't know what I'll become. Ohwell. Shall be more positive. Jiayou all in their projects and assignments and tests and exams! We can do it ;D

2009-09-03T09:57:00.002+08:00

I WANT MORE TIME.

$450 for a wisdom tooth extraction. Should I or should I not?

2009-08-23T23:43:00.002+08:00

Back in hall again. definitely not what i look forward to. i spent less than two full days at home this week. its sunday night and i'm back in hostel alr. and the reason? cos i dont wanna take public transport carrying so many things. lol. and i dont feel like riding to school too. i think im spoiling the bike lor. never even use much thats why i always have difficulty starting the engine everytime -_- so paiseh. that day i kept trying to kick-start the bike and the engine just refused to ignite, making me look like a thief who's trying to steal someone bike but cant seem to start the engine. and the banglas were staring (and laughing i bet) at me too. haha zz. now i just leave my bike at home and let my dad use it. which means now i cant afford to leave the hostel later for class alr. haha. usually when im gonna be late, i just ride my bike and chiong to class. oh well. i dont have time to maintain it anyway. so i decided to leave it with my dad. lol. and paiseh to those who wanted me to pillion them around ntu. cant pillion you guys anymore! unless i can find a time to ride to school. lol. anyway, i dont know why but i just feel that the time that i spent at home passes faster everytime. i wish i could stay there longer. i prefer my bed and pillow at home. i prefer to use my desktop at home. i prefer to bathe at home. and i MISS THE DAMN TV!! im like a frog in a well here lor. dont even know what tv programmes are showing now and im like so detached from the outside world. haha. why am i like saying all the bad stuff about hostel. lol. hostel is good in another way also lah. at least i dont have to squeeze on the bus early in the morning. BUT, the shuttle bus services in ntu are not very efficient either. especially bus C. it's always takes so long to come and it's always crowded. im always scared that i'll be late for lessons if i need to get to the south spine early in the morning. sometimes i would really prefer to walk there if i can. i ever walked once. from south spine back to hostel. its like the reduced version of pasir ris to boon lay. HAHA. nothing better to do..

okay i'm feeling abit sleepy already. still got lots of tutorial undone. i take damn long to complete one tutorial everytime. its so damn difficult and not straightforward at all!! especially business law. financial management is second to it. irritating calculations. lol. i kind of miss science now, especially chemistry. the other day when my brother asked me a question on mole concept, i could answer him straightaway confidently. and i cant believe i can still remember the atomic number and mass number of the first 20 elements. it's all because of my sec 1 chem teacher (which i forgot who she was already) who told us to memorise them. now it's like stuck in my brain alr. lol. not that i wanna boast but i really miss doing science. sometimes i would ask myself if i had really made the right choice of course. i would have put chemical engineering as my first choice unhesitantly if i had not heard rumours that straight As and a good cca record are needed to get in. when i heard that someone who didnt do very well actually got into that course, i really wished i could turn back time and remake my choice again. but all's too late now anyway. i should stop day-dreaming and prepare to face all the upcoming presentations. arghhh. i already had a bad experience from OP in project work last time and now i have to go through the process all over again. zz. and its not like i know my group members very well yet. i cant even remember some of their faces properly. luckily there's this guy who is in the same group as me for everything. cos he has the same timetable as me and we happen to be early for the first lesson of the classes and hence we sat together and so we formed groups together. haha. hopefully the rest of my groupmates are nice + friendly too.

okay its getting late. uhhh actually its not supposed to be 'late' in hostel now. i can still hear people talking loudly and laughing outside. im rather anti-social when it comes to late night gatherings. lol. i miss sleeping at 10! it feels good to sleep early you know. HAHA. fish leong's qing ge is playing on my music player now and it's making me emo. nice song really :) i love her songs man. i cant think of any songs of hers which i dont like. haha okay damn random. ahhhh shall go sleep soon. after playing mafia wars. HAHA. yet another week of school again. hope it can pass as quickly and as smoothly as how it did for the previous two weeks. wish me good luck! haha.

2009-08-14T01:33:00.002+08:00

okay. why the hell am i still awake at 1.33am when my eyes are already more than half-closed. i'll be sleeping in the hostel room tonight alone.. guess the reason why i'm fighting to be awake is cos i'm a little scared. okay quite scared. just now i went to the toilet and while i was washing my hands, this indian girl suddenly popped out from the door entrance and shocked the hell out of me -__- i couldn't hear her footsteps at all lah. and her face when she walked in was the indifferent face which made me feel like slapping her. urghh. i hate sudden shocks okay. that explains why i dont like to go for fright night. i mean if there are no sudden screams from the 'ghosts' or sudden popping outs of 'ghosts', i wont mind doing all the tasks which they told me to do. haha.

ANYWAY, back to the main point. first week of school was..... i also dont know how to describe. but i didnt like it lah. moved in to hostel on monday, with the help of my mum. cant believe i made two trips from home to hostel, from hostel back to home and from home back to hostel again. cos we realised that there were alot of things missing when we first moved the stuff in. went back home to get more stuff as well as buy more stuff too. BUT, our room is still very empty as compared to the seniors' one. theirs really feels like it's their own room in their own house lo. pictures and decorative stuff everywhere. i wonder if we will ever bother to do these kind of things. haha. now i only care about necessities and making sure that they are all stocked up. i've just made a list of the things i need to bring from home again. lol. oh. and i cant believe that its just only the first week of school and i've already spent close to two hundred bucks on books already!! i seriously think the prices of the books will kill all of us lo. and its like we are only gonna use those books for one semester, which is about three and a half months. no wonder the seniors are all dying to sell their books away. too bad most of their books were the older edition, so we decided to just buy the new ones. hmm. havent really got the chance to eat the food here. only ate once at canteen A, once at canteen B, once at subway, and the rest of the meals are like hall dinner, OG dinner or going out to JP to eat. lol. really cant wait to try all the food here. by the way, i've only got two lectures and one seminar to attend this week. the lectures were quite boring. the LT is so huge and the sound system is not very good too. the mike is like -_- can't really hear the lecturer at times. and the business law was like question marks all around. everyone was like "can you understand what he's saying?" after the lecture. lol ohwell. guess this is normal for lectures ba. the seminar which i had was on communication fundamentals. our tutor is quite interesting i should say. at least he doesnt look at the slides and talk all the time. and he has got a sense of humour too. the only part i dont like about the lesson is when he randomly picks students to answer his questions. and those stuff that he asks require a bit of thinking one. i think my brain will just be blocked and i'll stammer while answering if he ever calls me. OH and another thing i dont like on the first week of school is looking for the venues of our lessons!! me and mieo practically walked the S3 and S4 buildings umpteen times to find our venues. it was so confusing. and i dont understand why they like to put the levels of the buildings up to B5 while the highest level is like level 2 -__- cant they just start from level 1??? confuse ppl liddat nia. lol. but anyway i'm glad that we managed to find all our venues, though i'm still not very sure how to walk there yet. but nevermind, we'll get used to it soon (: and i still havent found a person who has exactly the same timetable as me yet!! i thought i'll be with the tutorial group 10 people for all the lessons but actually it's not! i'm only in like one or two lessons as them only. quite sad though. cos i like that class quite alot. ohwell. i hope the other tutorial groupmates are nice too (:

okay i'm really tired now. guess i'll stop here. haha. shall continue on another of my lonely nights again. tata!

2009-07-25T18:18:00.001+08:00

HELLO ALL :D haha. decided to re-open this blog cos I wanna blog about the NBS FOC which I just went! But I’m feeling a bit drowsy now though.. caught a fever on my way back home. Almost wanted to die on the train. Stupid train ride was so damn long. When I came home I just dumped all my clothes into the washing machine and went to bathe and sleep immediately. And I totally forgot to dry them. Think my dad did it for me in the end. Haha.

Anyway, back to the point. We met up at the outdoor esplanade theatre on the Saturday before the camp week. Got to know most of my group members. Btw our group’s called HAUNTER! :D I love the name cos it’s a pokemon and pokemon used to be my favourite last time. HAHA. the other groups were like Achmed, Fletcher, Kosac, Casper etc. Can’t remember all now. Haha. but casper’s a nice name too. And they’re our sister OG! Kemin’s in that group. Lol. But our sister cheer always lao kui one. Didn’t really practise much with each other and it doesn’t sound very flowy too. Lol. Played quite a few games with each other. And there were a lot of fake freshies in our group. Fake as in the seniors pretended to be like us and joined us in the games. Oh and I must say that I felt quite inferior when I first saw the people there. The guys were cool and all while most of the girls were quite chio. Then I’m like -__- lol. I bet they chose me last minute cos somebody in our group backed out or something. But seriously there were a lot of good looking people there. But generally there were more chio girls than shuai guys. Haha. anyway, I was the first unlucky person cos I tio forfeit while playing blow wind blow -_- then they made me and another guy called KS do the seven wonders. As in they’ll choose any seven parts of our body and stick together. Damn paiseh can. The first one was like stick my left leg on his right butt. Then got put our foreheads together, my left hand behind his shoulder blah blah. So paiseh okay. And we just kept apologizing to each other. Evil seniors.. after playing for some time, we were spilt up into two groups: the mascot group and the performance group. I got into the mascot group. Then we went on to discuss about the mascot and stuff and arranged to meet up on the next day. Met up at the underground in smu. The place’s quite cool. Did the mascot and learned the dance steps for the performance. Cheryl was the one who led us. Smart and cute girl who was always made fun of by the guys. Lol. Left the place at around five plus and went to plaza sing to get a gift for our secret partner. Didn’t know what to buy so me and weiqi just bought a cup each. Lol. Went home, packed my bag and went to bed as quickly as possible.

Woke up at 5am on Monday. Felt a bit groggy cos I think I didn’t have enough sleep. Met jacinta at pasir ris station before going on to meet weiling and cheryl at tampines and jessica at bedok. Lol we’re all the east side people. Sat in the train until butt pain before finally reaching boon lay. We were one of the latest though. Haha. after taking attendance, they spilt us up into groups of one guy and two girls as a buddy group. josephine and I formed a group with yongxian the macho guy. Haha. then they forced the guys to take our bags for us.. leaving us to walk around empty-handed. Lol poor guys. Took a bus to ntu before settling down in the LT and listening to three boring talks. That was really a waste of time cos when all the talks finally ended, it was already lunchtime. Sat around in a circle and learnt the makan cheer. Then they got the seniors to form an inner circle and face us to eat. The seniors were really engaging and friendly. Throughout the entire camp they took really good care of us. Always asking us to drink water, bought cough syrup and strepsils for us to eat, buying extra food for us blah blah. Really appreciate what they’ve done for us. After lunch was the dirty games time. When I say dirty it was really dirty okay. We had to slide through soya sauce and flour and what have you which was spread over the tables and play scissors paper stone. Then we also had to crawl through mud and grass, pick out gummy bears from flour, sit on squashed eggs mixed with flour and sauce blah blah. The worst was we had to dip our hair in a bucket of mud and soya sauce water -___- and they told me that my hair is very long and curly so it’s good for absorbing more water. So they really poured all the water on my hair. Damn gross okay -___- After the entire thing, we all stank like hell. Felt like we just came out from a rubbish dump. And they didn’t allow us to bathe immediately. They only roughly splashed water on us. My hair and scalp had like dried flour on it and it smelt like soya sauce. I had a hard time trying to peel off the flour and pull them off from my hair can. Lost quite a lot of hair as a result. Sad sad. Lol. After dinner was games again. These were not dirty games but there was a particular station which made us dirty again. They made the entire group climb down into a big drain and asked us to walk through it and get to the other side. And we were only given two candles, with the first and last person holding it. I was the third person to climb in cos they put yongxian at the front. So we had to follow him. Was a bit scared at first cos when I went down the drain was like damn dark. The light from the candle didn’t really help much. And we had to wait for the whole group to come down before moving off. Along the way, the evil seniors made funny noises from above and even poured cold water down. Lucky I didn’t tio any of the water. Lol. And the drain stank from the dried mud. At the last part we had to climb this high wall. And all they gave was a chair with a broken leg -_- so the guys had to carry and push the girls up. I took quite long to climb up cos my arms suddenly had no strength to pull myself up. Then the poor guy below was like struggling to push me up. Lol. And our bodies were filled with stinky mud again. This mud really stank okay I almost fainted just from smelling it. After this we sat in circles and played games again. Lol learnt quite a lot of stupid games. But it was quite fun. There were a few which can really sabo people one. Played until till like 4 before we moved on to the last station, called the nanyang lake. This station… I really dunno what to say lah. From the beginning to the end, we were cheated so badly. First, we were all told to blindfold ourselves. Then they slowly brought each of us to the so-called “lake”. Before moving off, the seniors told us about the lake, how deep it is, how ‘lucky’ we were to get a chance to slide down into the lake blah blah. And all of us actually believed them. And they made the girls shout out a guy’s name whom we think can ‘save’ us when we slide into the lake. I chose to shout my buddy yongxian’s name. and I shouted so damn loudly somemore. I really expected myself to fall into a real lake and I was already prepared to kick myself up above the water. But when I went down the slide, I felt that what I landed on was just a small puddle of soapy water. i even tried to tread water okay -_- when I removed my blindfold, I realised that what I landed on was just a small puddle of water. and the guys were like all lined up in front of us, looking, and maybe laughing at our stupidity. I really felt damn cheated can. ‘Nanyang lake’.. I would really remember the name man. Some of the girls even wore life jackets. Omg I cant imagine how embarrassing it was. Lucky I didn’t choose to wear it. Hurr. Anyway when the whole station ended, it was already five plus. We were brought to the male toilet in hall 4 to bathe. And after being dirtied so badly from all the games, we were only given less than 10mins to bathe cos they said we were going to miss the bus. I didn’t really have time to scrub off the flour from my hair. It was so rushed. I really wished I could bathe longer. In the end the bus left without us and we were made to sleep on a staircase and wait for the next bus which was coming at 7. by the time we were all done with bathing, it was already 6am. Tried to sleep a bit but I cant. So I stayed awake for that one hour. So all in all, we did not get any sleep on the first night. Was feeling damn tired and shagged.

All of us knocked out during the bus journey to sentosa. It was really tough for us cos we were already so tired and we still had to carry our heavy bags and walk such a long distance to siloso beach. We were the last group to reach. Some of the groups already started to have breakfast. Btw all the breakfast meals sucked okay. It was either beehoon or noodles or guotiao which was so oily and unappetizing. After eating, we were made to learn more cheers. By the time our enthu-ness already dropped by almost half. Everyone was so dead to cheer loudly. And the weather was so hot somemore. Luckily I applied sun-block everywhere. So I didn’t become a bangla after the camp! HAHA. but the top part of my scalp’s burnt though.. so gross. Anyway, I wasn’t very enthu for the beach games. And we were made to do photo formation on the shore, causing us to feel sandy and wet and gross again. And the games did not end at lunchtime. It still continued until around 4 plus. I felt like a burnt chicken after that. The worst game I played was the one where they made us climb through a man-made bridge whereby some of our group members had to lift their bodies up while some of us climbed through below. It was so torturing cos I could only use my arm strength. I didn’t dare to kick to push myself in front cos I was afraid that I would kick until the group members who formed the bridge. When I finally reached the end, I seriously almost wanted to die. On the next day I had a bad muscle-ache as a result -_- after the sentosa games ended, we headed to NSRCC for our accommodation for two nights! The resort’s really cool. I love the facilities in the toilet. Haha. Vanessa, our chief group leader was nice to hurry us to reach the resort first so we didn’t have to queue for the toilets. Had a great bath before dinner. And then was the worst night I’ve ever had in my entire life. It was fright night time. And they really brought us to a haunted house which was near to the old changi hospital. The seniors really got a license to use that deserted house and that’s where they set up all the props inside. I would say that they really put in a lot of effort. It felt even scarier than the haunted house in escape. I was teamed up with mingjin and KS. And as usual, they blindfolded us first before bringing each group up to that terrifying house. When we were at the entrance, we were told to take off our blindfolds. We climbed a flight of steps before seeing someone dressed in black with a black cape and wearing a mask. All he said was “the girl in the middle, please come up.” And i was the one in the middle -_- I didn’t want to go up at first and we tried to argue with him that we were supposed to stay together throughout. And he raised his voice and said “JUST COME.” So I timidly went up slowly. There was another guy standing at a corner. Dressed in exactly the same style as the guy who told me to come up alone. I was told to touch him. Then I was like NO! and that guy shouted again and asked me to touch. So I covered one of my ears and tapped his shoulder gently. Suddenly that person moved and shouted which shocked me and I screamed. LOL. Then we were directed to the first room. This is the scariest room I should say. Each of us were told by the ‘ghost’ inside to perform a task. Mingjin was told to go into the toilet and sit on the toilet bowl and hold a doll. Then the slammed the door. KS was just asked to face the wall and wait. After that I was told to go to the ‘ghost’ with long hair at the back of the room. She was the scariest looking person okay. Her hair was long and covered part of her face. and her face was pale white with very bad makeup on her eyes and lips. She walked towards me slowly and handed me a comb and asked me to comb her hair. I was like WTF?! And I screamed nooo. And she screamed even louder than me can. She was like “COMB MY HAIR NOW!!!!” so I took the comb and stood at a safe distance from her before trying to reach out to her hair and comb quickly. I think I was a bit rough so she said “GENTLY!!!!” HAHAHA now come to think of it, I think it’s quite funny cos those who were really scared just anyhow combed her hair. Then I think it was painful for her. HAHA. after that she asked me “AM I PRETTY??” and I immediately said “yes yes you’re the prettiest, please let me off”. HAHAHA cant imagine how lao kui I was. And she started screaming again before taking back her comb. Some of my OG mates were even funnier lor. They answered NO to her and she started screaming hysterically at them. HAHA. after that we three were chased out from the room. They were like “GET OUT, GET OUT NOW!!!!”. Lol. Btw we were supposed to find clues in the house cos we had to solve a murder case. Couldn’t exactly remember all the rooms but I shall talk about those which left a deeper impression. There was this room where I was unluckily picked again to read a passage. I had to kneel down and hold the hand of this dead corpse while reading it. The lights were really dim and I couldn’t see the words properly. So I stuttered a lot of times. There was a part where the dead corpse suddenly jumped up and grabbed my hand. Lol zzz. Oh and there was this super disgusting part. I had to pull the intestines out from this corpse’s stomach can. And they really went to buy the pig’s intestines. It was so gross and slimy and stinky can! Damn unlucky lah me. Got all the worse tasks. Oh and there was this part where we had to climb into a coffin-like thing and search for a clue. They abit put a baby doll at the other end of the coffin and asked me to touch it and feel for the clue. Then in the end they just gave the clue to us. Zzzz. After getting all the clues, we had to form the six letters into a word. We took quite long to figure out what it was. At first we thought it was a person’s name. so we formed words like Bobley, Boyble etc. which obviously don’t make sense. Then the two ghosts in front of us told us that it’s an occupation. And in the end it was belboy. And I still dunno what is a belboy though. Haha ohwell. This entire thing was really scary and it really showed the timid side of me. I think I’m the most timid in my group. Both of them didn’t scream except for me. Haha. I bet those ghosts were laughing at us behind our backs. But really must thank them for putting in so much effort for this. Heard that three other OGs didn’t manage to go in cos the police came and stopped them. Say what the license that they got is actually for filming and not to use it to scare people. And that residents nearby complained that we were too noisy. As if there were people living near there. Lol weird.. reached the resort at around 11 plus. Slept at 12. this was the day when we had the most amount of sleep.

Day three was pool games. It was quite slack as we only had to walk around the pool to find the stations. Didn’t really participate much though. Was really shagged. Lol. There was this station called the confidence jump where we all had to jump down from three and five metres in height. I was abit freaked out for the three metres one alr. So you can imagine how I felt when I was about to jump down from a height of five metres. Actually I think it’s more than five metres cos the fall felt rather long before I reached the water. lol cant believe that I actually dared to jump off from there. I think I just heck and stepped out. There was a guy who became ‘famous’ cos he stood on the platform and hesitated for damn long before jumping down. The whole world was like staring at him. I think he took like twenty minutes or so before deciding to jump. His whole OG even went up to encourage him. Haha damn embarrassing for a guy. After the dinner was the performance night. It lasted for about four hours can. Our group didn’t really screw up anything. Just that I felt we were just average. There were other better groups. After the performance was the secret partner (SP) thing, which was one of the highlights of every camp. We were blindfolded once again and brought to a corner to sit down. After that they brought our SP to sit down with us and we were made to hold hands and talk to each other. Btw the guy was not from the same group as us. They just randomly picked a guy from another group. So the entire situation was really awkward. Somemore we were told to lie to each other so that on the next day when they come to pick us up for dinner, they will have a hard time spotting us. Lol. Really evil man. The guy whom I was allocated to was okay. He started most of the topics. I did an embarrassing thing though. I tried to lie to him that I’m from AJ and it just so happened that he was really from AJ. So knowing that I was lying, he tried to ask me for the school motto and the principal’s name and I was stunned. LOL. Damn embarrassing man. After that I just told him the truth throughout. The only thing I lied about was my height. I told him that I was 150++cm. haha. he also lied to me about his height lo. he said he was 160-170++ but in fact he is actually 190cm. damn tall -_- and halfway through our conversation, the seniors will randomly come and make us do stupid things. They made us play scissors paper stone. Then I was like huh cannot see how to play?? Then they were like then you can feel each other’s hands lor. ZZZ. And we even did a cheer. Then they made us lie on each other. LOL really stupid stuff man. And I could see a lot of camera flashes. Walao. Anyway I tried to hide my identity as much as I could so that it will be difficult for him to spot me the next day. But I told him a distinguishing feature which made him spot me immediately the next day. I told him that I wear specs. Lol zzz shouldn’t have told him that. And actually I was feeling damn tired throughout so I didn’t really pay attention to what he was saying. I just keep saying MMM. LOL. And at some parts I almost fell asleep. HAHA. evil me.. but I could catch some parts like he aspires to be a tri-athlete and that his family is quite well-off. His dad is a lawyer. Like wow. And he goes for scuba diving. Lol. After about half an hour, they separated us and brought me back to my OG. That’s where we started bitching and discussing about our SPs. Lol. Not so much of bitching though. Most of us found our SPs okay. Some even got fake SPs. As in the seniors pretended to be their SPs. They got like three different guys to talk to them. Lol. After going back to the resort, we still couldn’t sleep cos they were playing this circle of trust game, whereby each of us has to say whether we are attached or if we broke up with our previous bf/gf and why. Mine was quite short cos I just said that I’m single and there were no past relationships. HAHA. then by the time we got to sleep, it was already 4 plus. And we abit had to wake up at 7 the next day.. so you can imagine how tired I was. I really cannot survive without sleep one. Maybe that’s why I fell sick. Lol.

Anyway, day 4 was shi zhi lu kou! It was damn tiring cos we had to run around bugis and it was so damn freaking hot. And before we left for bugis, the evil seniors used camel paint and drew on our faces. Liang qi abit drew a moustache with beard for me. I looked damn horrible can! Then some of the others had weird hairstyles with chopsticks and spoons stuck into their hair. flowers and leaves also. Lol. When we got off the bus at bugis, everyone was staring at us like we came from some tribal land. Haha. the food was okay. I suddenly fell in love with yu pian mi fen!! The one which we ate was damn nice. Everyone wanted to have a mouth of it. Lol. After the whole thing ended, we rushed back to our chalet and started to bathe and dress up for the SP night. Most of the girls wore until damn nice. And they were like all pro in putting on makeup. I’m like uhhhh at the side. Lol. Anyway they made us all sit down in a U-shaped manner. Then they slowly called each guy in and made them do stupid tasks before being allowed to ask us questions and spot their female SP. Poor guys. One of them came in and was made to do stupid things and then later he was sent out. Another was made to squat and hold us his gift for like damn long. Bet his legs were damn suan. It was quite draggy and by the time it was eight something, only a few pairs left for dinner. There were like more than half of the girls left. Lol. I left at around eight plus. My SP abit spotted me immediately cos I was the only one who wore specs. Lol zzz. We went to the taxi stand and waited for a cab. It was quite a long wait and the taxi driver refused to go by the expressway. So we took a longer time to reach town. He brought me to the Japanese restaurant ichiban at esplanade. It was my first time there so I didn’t know what to order. There was so much food but most of them were not to my liking.. =X lol. In the end I asked him what he was eating and he said udon so I followed him. Then he also called some sushi as side dishes and a bowl of salad with raw salmon. Ate until I wanted to puke can. I actually didn’t want to eat the raw salmon but he kept asking me to try. So I tried one small piece and wanted to puke but I hid my expression lah. In the end he had to finish all the salmon himself. LOL. After that I offered to go dutch but he refused. I think the guys were really brainwashed by the seniors. They were told that taking cab and paying for everything was a must. Tsk tsk. I wonder how will those with financial problems feel. Anyway, we took a walk to butter factory which was near to the merlion. We were all supposed to meet there and go clubbing. We reached there slightly earlier and we felt thirsty, so he bought a large cup of starbucks mocha ice blended and we shared. It was nice and I think I drank quite a lot of it. Haha. oh and we exchanged presents halfway too. I gave him a cup (the one which I bought last minute) while he gave me an adidas toilette. Lol. After that we spilt up into our own OGs. The entire experience was okay lah. I think he finds me abit boring cos I wasn’t really very engaging during the dinner. I just listened to him talk most of the time. Lol. Ohwell. After that was clubbing! My first ever experience to a club. It was rather cool though. We were the first OG to go in. those girls who have never gone to a club before stayed together. We were like saying that we will not drink too much alcohol. We only wanted to drink juice. HAHA. when yongxian bought three big jugs of liquid which looked like orange juice, Cheryl quickly asked for it and wanted to drink it. She’s damn cute lah. They where got sell orange juice de.. when she drank a sip she was like eew. LOL. After that we were told to go up to the dance floor and danced. I was rather reluctant at first. But I still went up and tried to shake with the rest. I think I was abit rigid though. HAHA. Sharon and cherie were like so pro. Shaking and enjoying themselves. After that I think I got better lah. Haha. and I was pulled up to the platform by cherie to dance. It was quite fun though. Cos the place was booked by our school so there weren’t any outsiders there. So there was nothing much to feel shy about. After dancing for almost an hour, I felt really tired and just sat on the sofa and slept with the rest of the non-dancing girls. The only thing I was uncomfortable about was that one of the workers gave me a nudge when he passed by me. I wanted to push him away lor. Haha but ohwell.. we were again the first OG to leave again. Really wanna thank Vanessa for always making us the first to leave so that we could get more rest. After washing up, the seniors wanted us to play the circle of trust game again but me and Cheryl couldn’t stand it so we were the first few to sleep. Lol oops.

Day 5. the very last day of the camp. I seriously think this is a survivor camp. I’m glad that I survived it :D but I still got sick in the end. Haha. we headed back to ntu and played some games. I didn’t really participate again cos I was really tired. Lol. Anyway after the games ended, we were made to run around a certain area of ntu. I think I passed by my hall. And it’s really on top of a hill. Erps. and it was so tiring and my legs almost gave way. There was supposed to be a closing ceremony after lunch but we suddenly had to break camp immediately cos there was a suspected case of h1n1 in the camp. The food that we were supposed to have for lunch were all thrown away too. So wasteful =X so we starved till like three plus before some of our OG mates went down to the canteen to buy food for us and for treating the seniors. We hid in one of the LTs and ate. Cos we were supposed to break camp by 3pm. Lol. Took quite a lot of pictures and did a last cheer combo. Vanessa gave a speech and starting tearing. By the time the whole thing ended, it was already 5 plus. we quickly left the place and went home. The east side people all took the same train and we all knocked out during the journey. Haha. I felt really horrible cos my temperature was going up and I could feel that I’m gonna have a fever. When I finally reached pasir ris, I couldn’t stand it and gave a call to my mum and asked her to fetch me home. Finally ended the camp. It was really a totally new experience for me. Did many things which I’ve never done before. Didn’t regret going for it. But I sort of regretted withdrawing from the cac camp next week. I already paid and I’m quite sure there wont be any refund. I know I will die if I go cos there’s still the hall camp the following week. Ohwell.. I think I must give my body a good rest.

Okay finally finished blogging. Haha. I know my English sucks. It feels like I’m writing a very long primary school compo. Thanks for reading up till here. Will update soon again. I guess. Haha. tata!

2009-06-26T20:46:00.007+08:00

I guess this blog will not be put into use anymore. Look at the difference between the dates of the posts. Lol. Anyway, just some last words before I leave this to rot. Finally ended the tiring and you can say, painful five months contract of work at CGH. Didn't really feel very happy that today was my last day though. I just wanted to leave the hospital as quietly and as quickly as when I first came in. Even though I may not exactly like the job, at least I got the taste of what working adults' lives are like. And I also got to meet different kinds of people. Some are really friendly and nice to me. I'll definitely miss them. Shall mention no names here. Just wanna take this opportunity to thank all who have guided and taught me throughout this period. Sorry I know I may be irritating at times but I'm really thankful for all the patience given to me. I actually wanted to say all these when I was asked to stand in front of my entire group but I was too shy to say anything. Haha. Finally, thanks to all who have given me their well wishes. I wish you all well too and hope that you will all continue to work closely and happily together. Haha. Ohwell I like talking to myself cos no one's gonna read my post anyway. Now I just wanna enjoy life to the fullest and I'm really looking forward to my cruise trip next week :D

Okay, this blog shall be closed for the time being. Tata all!

2009-05-28T22:38:00.004+08:00

YAY :D finally some good news after so many unpleasant things happened. passed my driving test :D wasted almost four hundred bucks just to re-take it. luckily i don't have to waste another four hundred bucks again. was telling myself that if i failed again today, i'll just stop harping on it and move on. like what one of the instructors told me "you don't live just because of a license. there are so many other big projects waiting for you. fail then just take again lah." lol i think this is so true. fail then just take again. so if i fail my 2B practical test, i shall not be upset. heard it'll be quite hard to pass anyway cos for the previous test, out of 80 testees, only 27 managed to pass. lols. and somemore they go by the year which you are born. which means i'll be at the back, the last few to be tested. erps. i think i'll just be nervous until i die inside the holding room. haha. anyway, the tester which i got today was much much MUCH better than the previous one. he talked alot during the whole test. before i drove off, he said alot of encouraging stuff and wished me good luck. that really boosted my confidence and i wasn't shivering anymore. throughout the circuit i was praying in my heart that i will not mount any kerbs or make any stupid mistakes. and it worked! i didn't get any points taken away in the circuit. all my demerit points came from the road. the most expensive one came from four random passengers who were trying to cross this 70km/h road while i was making a U-turn and the tester asked how come i didn't horn at them o.O lol i thought he will minus my points for honking instead lo. cos i think it's rude and i don't like to be honked at too. and anyway after the test, the tester randomly told me he lives in pasir ris too and near me somemore. haha so coincidental. most of the people in that session passed too. only one or two failed i think. i think it really depends on your luck. and the traffic lights were in my favour too :) i was so afraid that i had to E-brake if the lights turned amber. heng they didn't. haha. anyway, wanna thank all the instructors who have taught me before: mr lim, mr lee, mr ng, mr yip, mr ting and lastly the beng instructor mr sum. haha. he's the funniest instructor and he's damn beng. lol.

okay after tomorrow, i will only have to work for one more month before i say byebye to CGH and hello to life! :D hehs. our leave had better be approved if not >:@ to G. hahahaha. but shit i forgot to do two things before i leave today.. punch card and record temperature =X it totally slipped off my mind. okay i will be expecting her call tomorrow.. HAHA.

2009-05-24T21:25:00.001+08:00

Oh yes, i fell down today. And i'm not any embarrassed about it. Lol. It wasn't a very bad fall cos i fell on the rubbery surface in the playground. Was playing colour catching (-__-) with my cousins and i slipped and fell on this slippery part. It was a little painful but i didn't feel embarrassed at all. Just laughed at myself and also i haven't been falling down for ages. Lol choy. Anyway, my cousin got her SA1 results back already. Her teachers marked their papers in like within a week? Madness. Her english and science are still okay but not her maths!! She made like a thousand careless mistakes cos she didn't read the questions properly. And when i was going through the corrections with her, was abit impatient cos she kept walking out to the room and watch her sister play maple -____- Her compo was very badly done too. There were so many grammatical and phrasing mistakes. Haven't been letting her practise writing compo much. In fact i only did one complete one with her -_- Hai feel quite bad cos i didnt help her improve much from her previous exam. Shall be more fierce next time! But just now when i faked that i'm gonna get a bad sore throat cos i have been talking too much and she's not paying any attention, she became less active and was more wiling to listen. I should do that more often huh. LOL.

Okay there's exactly one more month to the end of my contract! Am looking forward to the fun days that i'm gonna have after that. HAHA. Bear with it!

2009-05-15T21:48:00.002+08:00

Okay so he has finally agreed to move back. No conversations so far though. All i said to him this morning was 'EHH wake up' and 'drink your milo'. Lol. But i have to agree with my mum that the longer he drags to come back, the harder it will be for us to talk. I bet he still hates me cos i said so much bad stuff about that girl (which till now i still refuse to take back my words). But other than that, i can assure that i've already forgotten whatever he've said to me and whatever i've said to him. Oh well, let's just hope that the phrase, time heals all wounds, will really work yeah. Anyway, work has been getting more boring these days. I look forward more to lunchtime and the end of work everyday. And i look more forward to the end of my contract. I'm so gonna spend my time during july to the fullest. I shall re-do my hair first things first. Lol. And it seems like taking leave is getting harder these days. Things really do change over time. Give temp staff like us a break please. Okay i'm tired. Shall sleep at 10 tonight. Long day tomorrow again.

Pardon me for being a person i don't wish to be. But sometimes i can't help it but say, Leave me alone please.

2009-05-08T21:39:00.001+08:00

So, one week has passed so quickly. It's not just another ordinary week. I realise it's rather difficult to be independent. Have been depending on my maid and my parents for all the household chores. Now I'm doing everything myself (except for the cooking part which unfortunately, I still CMI. Lol.). I don't know how are you doing out there, but anyway, just wanna say that I've already let bygones be bygones. I will not harp over the fact that you called me an ugly bitch or mummy's girl anymore. I will delete all those unpleasant messages. And it's up to your choice whether or not you still wanna regard me as your sister. I don't know if you really meant it in the message but oh well, maybe you just said it in anger. But, I still wanna advise that you'd better keep a distance from that BB. BB=bloody bitch, for your information. I will not disregard the fact that she is one and she still is. Bet she must have felt honoured watching a family fall huh. And broken how many people's hearts. What a 'catastrophic' change she had caused. Too heavy a word to use? Nah I don't think so cos I believe she is capable of doing that. I don't care whether she hates me or not cos I don't even wanna acknowledge her presence/existence. Anyway, you're welcome back anytime. It feels lonely to be at home with two fewer people. I know I don't show it but yes, I feel lonely and I wish I could have the old times where nothing of these had happened back again.

Okay tomorrow's Vesak Day. Imma wake up at 4am tomorrow. HAHA. So gotta be in bed now. And it's big feast day tomorrow too :D Home-made one. Haha. Yay looking forward to it :)

2009-05-03T08:09:00.004+08:00

ha, after all the exchange of very 'polite' messages last night, i've come to realise something. i don't know if i should be laughing or crying. anyway, even if i cried, i won't be crying over the fact that i've lost a brother. but crying over the fact that mum has just wasted fifteen years of her life bringing up a person whom we totally don't know anymore. all her worries, all her love and all her sacrifices have just gone down the drain. really, i'm just speechless from all your words. i don't know what your heart is made of and i don't know who you really are. if i were to ask what caused that change in you, i'm damn sure you know the answer yourself. fancy dumping us over a girl (bitch) whom you've only known for less than a year. and yah you can just call me an ugly bitch. i'm so happy to hear that coming from you (but please open your eyes bigger or put on your specs before you tell me that she has the looks. yucks.). anyway, let me just tell you one thing. when the whole world turns its back on you, the only people who will come to your rescue is your own family. now you're cursing us to break up. are you still human? nah, maybe not. probably cos every part of your brain is already filled up with that bitch's scent. oh well. what a pity. let's see how long you can survive outside yeah? i shall wash my hands off you. since you already think you own the world.

2009-05-02T22:47:00.003+08:00

~~CB fucking bitch~~. i shall not hesitate to call you that anymore. i've never disliked someone so much before. really, just GTFO and leave us alone man. you don't know how much misery you've caused to us. skin so damn bloody thick, no wonder you don't know your limits. ha what a shame.

2009-04-29T21:30:00.000+08:00

many things have happened over the past week. don't know if i should sigh or be happy. okay i should sigh cos there's nothing for me to be happy about. lol. failing my driving test feels quite long ago already even though it's just last week. i've already almost completely forgotten about it. thanks all for the console and encouragement! :) i will not and cannot give up. fail then just take again lo. lol. anyway, i just burnt a very big hole in my pocket this past weekend. i paid for the total cost of my retainers which is like $1.8K plus. my parents don't even wanna bother about me. ohwell hmpf nvm. but the retainers are seriously very irritating. i can't speak properly for nuts. i alr cannot speak properly in the first place, but now with this thing on, it makes me sound like an idiot whenever im talking. like wanna say something but can't say properly cos my tongue's like being restricted from coming out. lol. and i have extra job to do before and after eating -_- so irritating lo. and i still have to wear them 24/7 somemore. i specially took them out today for the interview. but i still screwed it up. it's totally unexpected la. i was expecting a two to one interview and even prepared for the questions but what i went for is actually a totally different interview altogether. and they even invited accessors from a certain company to access our performance! i just screwed it up lah. wasted my time going. and what i'm most angry about is the fact that i had to take a freaking cab to the hospital cos i had to rush back in time and there just had to be a jam on the PIE -_- in the end the driver had to go by a different route which is obviously longer and more costly. guess how much is the cab fare again. zzz. and on my way back to the hospital, i got information that all staff are required to wear masks during work. it's damn stuffy and hard to breathe i tell you. and it makes our voice so unclear and muffled. like mine's not muffled enough already. i had to raise my voice to the patients so that they could hear us properly. lol but frankly speaking i think we all look quite funny. nvm like that it'll be harder for them to remember our faces in case we do anything wrong! HAHA XD okay i'm looking forward to tomorrow. XMENNN! haha. yay! but don't put me in A or B pls.. i already died enough today. haha.

2009-04-21T18:59:00.000+08:00

FAILED. oh well, the least expected of the unexpected happened. up till now i am still unable to accept the fact that i was so kindly awarded with an immediate failure and 34 demerit points. 34 you know. i was so distraught and speechless when i saw my results. and afterwhich i just went somewhere and broke down. i haven't gotten this much before during my practice sessions. oh yeah, and i got a remark from him saying that my driving is no good. i can dare say that it's no good largely because of you, you know. firstly, unlike the other testers, you did not even tell me what my test route was until we were halfway going down the staircase then you just briefly tell me that i'm on route 1. secondly, you were being so impatient and kept asking me to get the car moving like as if i don't know how to. thirdly, you kept changing the route to the courses just because you don't want to wait for other cars. as a result of your last minute changes, i did not have time to complete my safety check before moving off and there you are marking me down on this. lastly, which is the worst, you yourself kept asking me to make left turns/move the car/don't stop there and then you mark me down because i fail to wait for other cars to move off before turning -__- i already knew the gap between my car and the other person's will be damn close when i turn out but you kept asking me to go go go. ya i go lah, then i mount kerb lah. and all you said was "mount kerb." i knew it was an immediate failure but i tried to do my best in the other areas. i still held on to a string of hope cos i felt i did okay for the road test. instead, you gave me comments like "you didn't accelerate enough to 60km/h on the 70km/h road". hell like i don't know how to accelerate like that. twice, there were cars in front of me which were driving below that speed and how can you expect me to go faster when i'm supposed to also keep a safe following distance? then you minus 8 more points cos i beat an amber light. please the car is so close to the stop line that even if i tried to stop, the car will be on the stop line and then you'll mark me down again. damn ZZZ can. i felt so damn yuan wang. at first when i didn't know you will be so unreasonable and niao that you'll minus so many points for me, i still wanted to negotiate with you about my mounting kerb part. but when i saw the paper and saw how many demerit points you gave me, i gave up immediately. and i wasn't really paying attention to you when you were telling me my mistakes. like i don't know. you were the one who made me make those mistakes! except for a few which i knew i did wrongly myself. but i'm sure they won't cost so many points. HAIII. my warm-up session was really alright. the warm-up instructor still said i looked very cool and calm, which is very unusual of the testees. then of so many testers, i so suay tio this freaking niao, sensitive and impatient old man who didn't even give me any form of encouragement after telling me i failed and just walked away. i refused to thank him. hurr. i think my other option at that time must be to get struck by lightning. both ways, i will die. nevermind i will not give up so easily but i will not accept the fact, that fact. there are just too many opportunity costs wasted. i cabbed all the way there cos of the heavy rain for a freaking 39 bucks. and i've wasted a day's pay. i've also wasted my time, my effort and my tears (can you believe three ah peks were staring at me when i was tearing on a bench opposite them under a hdb flat. they must have thought that i'm some emo kid who wants to end my life soon or something.). and lastly i've wasted money spent on the rebooked test fees and also the compulsory revision practices. i just learn one thing lah. being kiasu will not get you whatever you want. whats the point of booking so many revision practices when during the test, you get this i-seriously-dunno-how-to-describe tester who just marks you down on mistakes which he caused you to make. i know i sound like a freaking loser but i think if you were me, you would have felt the same too. i've really never felt so yuan wang in my entire life before. oh well. i shall let this pass man. i'm just worried over how to face my instructors when they see me again for the revision practices. it'll be so damn embarrassing. i know they all expected me to pass. haiz. LIFE's never fair, isn't it?

but, on a happier note, i passed my circuit evaluation for bike today. i think heaven wants to help me get up on my feet again. i almost didn't want to go for the bike lesson cos my eyes were so puffed up and my face looked damn blank, emotionless in other words. luckily i passed this. i thought i'll fail again cos i changed lane at the bend. distracted from just now already ma. but it was a just-pass. i got 12 demerit points zhun zhun. phew. met this guy called joshua who's quite nice and chatty. i was in exactly the same session as him when we failed this subject previously. and actually what made me wanna get over what happened is partly because he went for this subject seven times already and still has not passed yet. but he said he's not gonna give up. he failed today again. i passed. but i felt bad cos i made him make the lane-change-at-the-bend mistake =X he was behind me and he just followed whatever i did. argh. hope he'll pass soon. i should learn from his never-give-up attitude.

just as i was feeling ABIT better after my bike lesson and applying for my PDL, the dentist called and told me about the total cost of the retainers and all. guess how much. if you'd guessed a few hundred dollars, then you're damn wrong man. it's a freaking (fucking) $1700! i don't know how am i gonna tell my parents about this. i know very well that my dad will scream at me and ask me to stop going to the clinic forever. he already refused to pay for any of my dental fees after last month's session. as for my mum, i'm sure she'll just call up the dentist immediately and scold them. for your information, she was the one who called them and wanted them to calculate the total cost of my retainers for her first. oh well, then i'll just be sandwiched in between. most probably i'll end up paying everything myself. i'm such a stupid kid. so much money is wasted on me. i keep failing my bike subjects and i just failed my practical test today. and now this thing is gonna burn a hole in their pockets again (if they'd ever be willing to pay for me). i should just cease to exist from this world lah. spend money on me also no use one. sorry i'm back to my pessimistic side again..

oh well, i think i just need to take a good rest. today really sucked =X i hope i can at least forget abit of whatever that had happened today when i wake up tomorrow. and please not let any thing like this happen to me anytime soon. i already reached the end of the cliff just now. i don't wanna go back there again.

2009-04-18T12:18:00.002+08:00

HAHA hi i'm back to blog again. one of the reasons why i took so long to update is because i'm just too lazy to sign in. everytime have to key in my email add and password which is rather annoying. and the 'remember me' thingy doesn't seem to work. oh well, i'm supposed to be in bed now but i shall wait for my mum to fall asleep first. shall not go in and get scolded or nagged at again.

ANYWAY, life is still boring and monotonous as usual. it's just that many things, especially stupid ones, happened to me. i think it was last week or something, i was so accident-prone at A clinic. that zuo ding trolley caused me to banged its handle twice, once on my hip and the other at my _____ (censored). lol. and it's not just a small knock okay. i don't know why but i just rammed myself into it and it's damn painful i tell you. and while i was highlighting the next day's trolley after that, i stupidly/dumbly/foolishly/silly-ly or whatever you wanna call it, knocked my forehead onto one of the shelves -___- and it was just above my eyebrow. it was such a hard knock that i suffered a momentary blindness, as in i could see stars. i bet the patients who were sitting in front of me laughed at me or something lo. ZZZ. and afterwhich i got a ba-lu-gu at that spot which took me three days to heal completely. i bet i'd lost a few thousand brain cells as a result too. WOAH really can't believe myself. i guess the word "CLUMSY" will live with me forever until the day i die. and maybe it'll be due to my clumsiness again. HAHA. oh well.. and just today, i freakingly forgot my PIN number!!! it was when i was about to transfer some money to jo's account that my mind suddenly blanked out. i stoned there for a few seconds trying to remember the number. in the end the queue behind forced me to press the cancel button and leave, embarrassed. woah thanks man. i dunno what can i do now to help myself remember those six numbers! hopefully i can suddenly remember them again tomorrow. like how ru suddenly remembered that next heaven song, after singing the next sunrise song as the tune for so many times. HAHAHA.

tomorrow will be my last practical lesson before my test. i better take it seriously then! today the instructor told me that i am abit reckless cos sometimes i will suddenly jam on the brakes. haha yah i admit i can be quite impatient at times.. and this also explains why i get so pek chek while teaching my cousin everytime. i was trying to teach her fractions and when she couldn't understand what i was saying after i've explained a few times, i'd raise my voice and get damn impatient. lol zzz i better change this bad habit of mine. but sometimes it's really not my fault cos kids' attention span is damn short and it's get rather irritating when your kid just keeps moving up and down and all over the place!

OKAY zzz i suddenly don't feel like blogging anymore. shall go back and play my mafia wars. HAHAHA.

2009-04-07T19:58:00.002+08:00

Okay I have nothing to do now.. pet society's down for maintenance and I have nothing to do in farm town already. LOL. Anyway, have been really slack these two days during work, especially in the afternoon. I think I managed to use the com for at least 45mins in total? Or maybe even more than that. Lucky they are nice enough to let me use the com. But I still feel abit guilty cos I'm not used to having nothing to do at all! Maybe someone already saw my slackness and can't wait to kick me back to the busiest clinics again. Haha. Nvm at least I feel happy to be slacker. Haha. Two more days to a longer weekend! Yay haha.

2009-04-05T22:28:00.006+08:00

There is really something wrong with the internet. Damn fking irritated with it. It wasn't like that last time. And the computer's slowing down too. How I wish i could reformat it without losing all my data. ARGHH bloody pissed with this damn machine. SHOW ME THE 'THE PAGE CANNOT BE DISPLAYED' SCREEN AGAIN AND I WILL SHUT THIS WHOLE DAMN THING OFF IMMEDIATELY.

Aye sorry just being crazy.

Anyway, HOW CAN THE WEEKENDS PASS SO QUICKLY?! I didn't even feel that I've relaxed at all in any way. I shall not blame in on my driving lessons cos i really need to practise more before the real test. And it's nearing very quickly! About two weeks more and I will be facing my doomsday. Okay I shall not be so pessimistic cos I really hope that I can pass! Even though the instructor told me that I can actually cancel one or two of my revision lessons cos he feels that I am quite stable already, but I myself still feel rather uneasy. I mean yes I know all the requirements already, but there is always the case of carelessness or what they call "suayness" during the real test. Maybe I'll suddenly get damn nervous and drive over the kerb accidentally or maybe I'll stop on the yellow box or something (which never really happened before during my practice lessons). That will be an immediate failure and I'll really hate myself for that man. Okay touch wood. That better not happen! =X Haha.

Anyway, today started off with me 'jumping' off the bed cos i overslept by one hour from my alarm time! I really didn't hear the alarm or rather I subconsciously pressed on the SWITCH OFF ALARM button. Luckily I could still rush in time for my riding lesson. And, I was shocked when the instructor told us that today's lesson is gonna be on pillion riding! I had already prepared myself for the supposedly U-turns and circuit revision. And I thought I can worry about pillion riding the next lesson or something. Who knows they changed the courses and now I am staring at three guys who are in the same lesson as me. I really don't know how to pillion someone and the worse thing is I have to malu myself and pillion with a guy -_- Previously when the instructors pillion me, I already felt quite paiseh already cos I have to sit that close to them and with my hands on their shoulders. If the person's a female then I practically have to hug her already -_- Lol. And so the instructor allocated me to this guy whom I thought was a malay at first. Then he started speaking mandarin to him and I was like errs okay.. He pillioned me first. And the funny thing was, when I was trying to get up on the bike behind him, he sort of lost his balance and had to quickly regain it back. Then when I sat behind him, he asked me in mandarin "Are you very heavy?" And I was like erm not really.. HAHA. I thought I had better not scare him if I answered him otherwise. Later he get nervous and cannot ride properly, then I will suffer too! LOL. During the beginning he was quite unstable and I was abit scared that I will fall off. So I gripped his shoulders a little tighter =X erps. You know the feeling is really damn awkward can! The other pair were like chatting happily all along then ours was like silence.. Then halfway he suddenly popped this question to me asking if this is my first time I am being pillioned. And I said yes cos it's the FIRST time I felt so nervous and scared sitting behind. Usually when I'm on my dad's bike, I can practically do whatever I want.. eating, sms-ing or even sleeping -_- And my hands don't even hold onto anything unless I really feel like falling. Haha. Very big difference ehh. Anyway, back to the story. Lol. When it was my turn to pillion him, I was still very nervous. The instructor saw my face and he told me to relax. HAHA. And I bet that guy must have felt awkward too cos he's like sitting rather far from me when the actual thing is that we must sit as close to each other as possible so that it's easier to balance. I very much wanted to tell him to sit closer but it was really damn malu, so I just tried to move off hoping that I will not lose my balance and fall. Haha. Riding with a pillion was okay. It's just that when the bike is stationary, my leg is too weak to support the weight of the bike plus the extra weight of the person behind. And I almost lost my balance a few times. HAHA. But it's quite fun to pillion people lah. Hopefully no one would say they don't want to be pillioned by me after reading my stupid story. Haha. Anyway, I should be worried about the next lesson cos I will have to pillion a person and go through ALL the courses including my most afraid E-brake and the figure-8 course! Damn I better not lose my balance and fall off man. If I fall down myself nevermind lah. But if I make people fall down with me then it's not okay already. Haha. And then I also have to worry who will my pillion be next time. Urghh. I hope there will be a female one. So that I will not feel that malu if I have to ask her to sit closer to me. Haha.

ERPPP work's starting tomorrow again. Am really dreading it cos I really do not feel that I've rested enough. Just hope that all goes well again. Till then, I shall prepare to sleep soon, lest I feel sleepy or something tomorrow again. Haha.

I HAVE NO LIFE.

2009-04-01T23:09:00.000+08:00

i hereby confirm that... my ears are not one up one down okay!! zzz the spectacles shop woman kept insisting that they are. cos my specs are one up one down and i wanted to go there to fix it but it didnt help at all. now i feel rather uncomfortable wearing them. and i know whats the problem already.. she was adjusting the wrong thing all along. i didnt have any problem with my previous specs k! zz haha. okay two more days before the weekends again! time really passes quickly when we go to work.. we were just eating at NYNY and celebrating ru's bday last week. so i believe that the three months will pass quickly too. i already survived two, so what's three more man. HAHA.

2009-03-31T20:53:00.004+08:00

My stomach feels expensive now. I just gulped down one full bottle of bird's nest! Lol. I don't know why it suddenly appeared in the fridge and since nobody touched it from yesterday, I decided to kope it myself. Haha. I better not get killed if it ever belongs to anyone. Haha. Some random thing happened on the bus home just now. This CGH staff randomly came and sat beside me. And our dialogue was really damn random. Here goes:

CGH staff: Hello, CGH. (and she sat down)
Me: (stared at her for awhile cos she wasn't wearing any uniform) Erm hi.
CGH staff: I'm from CGH too.
Me: Oh okay I see. (erps)
CGH staff: Which clinic are you in?
Me: Uhm I'm in A today.
CGH staff: Oh.
Me: Which department are you from?
CGH staff: Oh I'm from BO.
Me: (huh wth is BO? oh wells anyway) Ohhh BO I see. (even though I really dunno what is it. haha.)
CGH staff: Yup. I'm in the department where you always fax the LOG to us. Then at the end of the month always got errors here and there. Sometimes very irritating. (looks at me)
Me: o.O Ohh okay...
CGH staff: But it's not from you only lah (she sounded like as if i'm the one who faxed the LOG to her! -_-), other clinics also have.
Me: Ohh. (i really didn't know what to reply her.)
CGH staff: How come you end so late today?
Me: Oh cos today the clinic's abit more busy.
CGH staff: Oh, me too. Then tomorrow I bet surely got errors here and there again.
Me: Oh haha.. (fake laughter) So where's your office at? (i think i sounded quite stupid cos i'm supposed to know where they're located at since we are the ones who always fax the LOGs to them. lol.)
CGH staff: Level two just beside the HR.
Me: Ahh I see.

--- SILENCE ---

(then we passed by the CC and i saw some tkd person laying out the mats on the basketball court. i was staring at what he was doing cos it reminds me of what we did last time when we were training in kembangan CC.)

CGH staff: Bye! (suddenly)
Me: Okay see you.
(and she got off the bus. i was studying what she was wearing and i realised she wore tkd pants and she looked like she's heading towards the tkd area. so i suppose she's going for tkd class later. HAHA damn random lah she.)

End of story. Okay i know i'm random too. Oh well, I'm really getting sick of what I am doing everyday! But on the other hand I'm not really looking forward to school reopening too. I just wanna lead a carefree and relaxed life. HAHA fat hope man. Okay off to watch the final episode of housewives' holiday! Yesterday's one was super funny. Laughed my ass off. Haha. Tata!

2009-03-24T21:18:00.003+08:00

TIREDDDDD... :( i think i spent the whole day walking around. can go take part in the brisk walking competition already. i really hope i'm at sports tmr pleaseeee.

2009-03-22T22:47:00.002+08:00

Woah, I'm getting damn fed up with my internet. It takes super long to load a page, even those which are usually very accessible. The loading time in Facebook is just horrible. Everytime i try to navigate to another place, it'll bring me to the 'the page cannot be displayed' screen. HURRRRR. Maybe it's time I should reformat the computer. But all my songs and pictures will be gone! =X I mean I can actually just save em in a thumbdrive but.. haha you know right.. lazy lah lol. SIGH it's work again tomorrow. How I wish I can just take one whole week of leave. I seriously need time to really rest. I haven't really been resting during the weekends. Have to rush here and there for my practical lessons. Speaking of that, DAMMIT i missed my theory lesson for nothing!! I bloody got the time wrongly. It was supposed to be at 8am instead of 9.50am -___- And i still embarrassed myself by trying to argue with the customer service staff there. When i scanned my IC and the allocation slip didn't come out for some time, I approached one of them and asked why. Then she tried scanning for me again. The screen shows that I can only print the slip shortly before the lesson commences. Then she asked me to go to the booking area to check my slot again. As I was going to be late for my lesson, I just lied to her saying that I just checked and I'm quite sure that my lesson is at 9.50am. Haha. Then she directed me to the information counter to ask the staff there. The staff on duty was this CAL. Haha. She's like the most AL among the staff. And I kept irritating her cos I kept insisting that my lesson IS at 9.50am. In the end she asked me to print all the timings of my booked slots out so she can check for me. It was then that i realised that my damn lesson is actually at 8. ZZZZZZZ. Waste my time and money. 17 bucks leh!! Okay lah it doesn't seem like a big amount here but I just feel very wasteful and it's just because I was careless and saved the timing wrongly on my phone. Anyway, I'm gonna complete my practical lessons soon! But I'll still continue to go for lessons until my test. Haha. I don't want to suddenly blank out and forget everything on that day. Oh yes and I better hurry tell G that i wanna take leave on that day. Later she don't allow then cham liao. Haha. SIGHHHH I don't want to go back to work =/

2009-03-20T21:25:00.003+08:00

Really, just F out of the house and it'll do everyone good. You pissed the hell out of me just now. I almost exploded when i saw how many thousand ants you've attracted with all the unwashed bowls left in the sink, stained with food. Next time please have the courtesy to wash them if you want to use them to cook your whatever stuff. Don't think that just because they are polite to you, you can do anything you want. No such thing, especially with me around.

Nevermind, forget it man. Waste brain cells only. Anyway, work is getting boring day by day. Seems like my fate with sports clinic is gone. Twice, i was reallocated from sports to A/B clinic this week. And i was only at sports for half a day on monday. Everytime wati comes in and tells me to go up, i'll be damn sad. Okay i know i shouldn't be complaining cos the clinics which i went to were not very busy. There were many moments which I could just stand there and stone. It's slack lah but i don't like the feeling. I just felt damn useless there. Cos i'm always the extra number five PSA. Lol erps. But i'm glad that finally the weekends are here again :) Looking forward to my driving lessons. Darn i still can't change down from 3rd to 2nd gear smoothly. Last week the instructor said I am too nervous everytime. Haha. And BBDC's been pressing me to complete all my theory and practical lessons before the deadline. I really hope i can, if not the test will be cancelled away without any refund! And i better pass the test man. If not i would have to wait for another two months at least. Waste time and money. Lol. Okay off to fb now. Tata.

2009-03-18T20:51:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry I don't have such a big heart. You want me to put aside everything that has happened or is going to happen and just say hello to her?? Are you kidding me? Because of her, he has done a thousand wrong things which he thinks are right. Ask me and i can just give you any example. And the worse thing is, she treats our house like hers and talks like as if she knows everything about him. Please, how long do you know him? A few months?? Nevermind if you choose to ignore me and be so polite to my mum. I've never acknowledged your presence before anyway. And I bet it's because of this that he refuses to talk to me at all too. I wonder how long is this gonna last. Anyway, I'll still continue to be that petty and immature (as you call me) person because I really, really cannot forget all that has happened. I know life is never fair, but I'm not gonna give in just like that.

2009-03-12T22:34:00.000+08:00

darn i got a runny nose suddenly for nothing -_- anyway, oh man it's finally a FRIDAY! i have been looking forward to this day every week. somehow i feel that this week passed quite slowly. probably because i was at sports most of the time and it's quite slack there even though im like the only runner. just a week ago i was hoping that i won't be allocated to sports again but there i am again. i still have the phobia of returning the physiotherapist's casenotes and am extra careful already. but at times i still make stupid mistakes like missing out casenotes accidentally, causing diana and aiwei to panic and search high and low for it. in the end when they found out that it was actually in the trolley already, i'll get diao-ed. haha oops. and i admit you must have a very good memory of the casenotes whereabouts. after much observation, i realise that the more senior PSAs can remember them better. haha. ohwell, am sort of forced to take a half day's leave tmr. all thanks to G. haha. G. nvm, can watch movie and relax. better than kiao ka at the clinic.. LOL. okay i seriously cant take my runny nose already. am gonna take a rest already. ahh yeah finally it's gonna be FRIDAY!! :D

2009-03-05T21:39:00.000+08:00

urghhhhh i bloody fking embarrassed myself at work today. cant believe myself. if i hadn't been so insistent.. then i wouldn't have to dig a hole and hide already. i haven't felt so paiseh before okay. argh i hope i can forget about this as soon as possible. meanwhile they better not put me at sports clinic again!! even though it's so much more relaxed than A or B. i can even find time to read my TIME magazine and iweekly. HAHA. and i actually felt weird when sab and idahyu kept asking if i can manage anot. obviously i can cos there's really nothing much i can do there. maybe i would have felt better if they give me something to do instead. and i just got my first pay! not very happy about it though.. cos of the stupid cpf thingy.. lynn (HAHA) better stop laughing!! okay i'm still not very nervous about tomorrow yet. but i'm quite sure that when the time comes i'll naturally be. better enjoy the remaining hours left! MARLEY AND MEEE tomorrow :)) and here's wishing everyone all the best! jiayou jiayou and may all of you be showered with luck tomorrow :D haha.

2009-03-01T22:23:00.000+08:00

Things will not go your way that easily, Boy.

2009-02-27T20:44:00.001+08:00

stupid pet society is down for some maintenance. HAHA okay i know that game is so zzz.. lol. i only started playing when i saw my colleagues playing during work. huda started it first! she kept playing the race thingy then i kept watching. at certain times she even said 'budoh' damn loudly when her pet fell. haha. then the patients were like staring at us. lol. this is like highly illegal during worktime. but it seems like most if not all of the staff there have a facebook account! and i'll see them surfing it when there are no patients there for registration or billing. so funny. even the older ones have an account too. and they even play pet society -_- haha.

anyway, i'm so relieved that yet another week has passed again! time passes so quickly. i cant believe that i have already worked for one full month (but i haven't gotten my pay yet! haha). i'm still not sick of the food in the hospital yet. but i can see that the more senior ones are so sick of the food that they'd rather walk a distance out to east point and eat than to eat at the foodcourt. but actually i don't think i'll get sick of them anytime soon. moreover i'm only working there for five months. what's my five months compared to their five years? lol. plus i'm like eating the same thing for breakfast every morning such that the auntie can remember my face and my order already. everytime she sees me in the queue, she'll just say "xiao jie, the usual hor?" then i'll just nod. haha. anyway, i hope i'm already familiarised with most of the work flow already. helen is no more my supervisor. i have been in clinic A for past two weeks most of the time. even though she will occasionally be allocated to the same clinic as me, she'll be training dilla still. anyway, i was rather disappointed when i knew i was going to A at first. but i got so used to it now that when i was transferred back to B today, i was in a mess cos there was suddenly alot of filing to do. plus i was the main runner there. and i had to chiong filing, returning and movement of files all at one go. and the appointment cards in B just kept piling up. totally non-stop one okay. almost died and wanted to cry just now. plus sometimes the nurses will come and ask me to look for some casenotes for them. and i had to help my brother settle his case also. zzz super stressful can. rosz saw the plight i was in and i could tell she felt abit guilty cos she kept wanting to help me. now i no longer wanna be at B again. please put me back at A for the rest of my life there. haha. A is much more relaxed even though there were as many patients as B too. luckily the second half of the day was much better. i was transferred to CSMC. both diana and aiwei were very nice. they'll come over and chat with me occasionally. lol. and diana is quite funny. she kept saying she wants to call the MRO and scold them cos some casenotes were not sent here in the trolley. in the end she was the one who tio scolded by them cos one of the casenotes was already in the trolley but i didnt see it. lol oops. and i made a few other mistakes also. zzz stupid me. luckily she was nice enough not to scold me. i dont mind working there too actually. so relaxed one haha.

okay i suddenly don't feel like blogging already. shall just say, jiayou for the remaining four months there! haha.

2009-02-14T23:07:00.000+08:00

Haha i'm here to say that the world is so damn small again. My cousins just so happened to see my younger brother and his cal gf last sunday. They told me the girl kept saying 'OMG!' when she saw them and ran off somewhere. Lol zzz. And they gave me a super funny description about her. Lol and i taught them some evil stuff.. haha! Not that i'm against anything, but it's just i feel that he spends too much time on her and neglects us and his poor little cousins who wish for him to turn up at my grandma's house every weekend. Everytime they'll ask me if he's coming or not. Then i have to keep making up some excuse to them to prevent any disappointment. But today i'm damn evil. I just told them the truth straight. So sick of covering up for him all the time. I seriously think he still thinks that we're in the dark, but too bad, such a kpo like me will never be. Haha. Enough of him. I just hope that he doesn't overdo it. Can't stand his attitude sometimes. Ming ming he is the one who is in the wrong but he always refuses to admit it. Zzz. Oh well, anyway, had a wonderful valentines' day today! Thanks to all my jie mei mens for your presents! :) i know mine's the lousiest lah. Really sorry i had no time to prepare them. Promise next year's one will be better k. Haha. Sian the weekends pass really quickly. Don't wanna go back to work so soon yet. I need much more time to rest.

2009-02-13T20:39:00.001+08:00

Work has been fine these two weeks. Just abit tiring. Got to know more people too. After much observation, i realise that there's a particular group of people who are generally more friendly than the rest. Haha shall not say it here, in case.. Lol well, what i can say is that my clinic staff are quite nice to me. There's one particular indian woman whom i find very interesting and funny. I've yet to know her name yet. Lol. Everytime i see her i'll feel like laughing. Haha. The thing i'm always scared of is making mistakes, especially those unnecessary ones. I know i'm particularly weak in this certain area and as a result i've pissed helen and possibly a few other nurses quite a few times this week. Lol =X My bad. But the good thing is helen is very nice to me. She didn't show her unhappiness even though i know she is. She does things damn quickly and because of me, her work is hindered. I shall try my best not to piss her off again. Anyway, i can seriously conclude that the world is really very small. I was transferred to the sports medical centre in the afternoon for awhile just now and guess what, i saw evonne there! Lol. She was there to see a doctor cos she tore some muscle cos of floorball. She was damn shocked when i called her name at the counter. Haha. A few other vj students were there too. She forgot to bring her referral letter from poly so we had to call up the poly to fax the letter over. But we had some problem trying to contact the poly and getting them to fax it over. Plus the fax machine had some problem receiving it too. The staff then asked me to call the poly again to ask. Then dunno why the phone couldn't work. So evonne offered to lend me her phone to call. The staff gave me a surprise look when i wanted to take it already. Then i told her that evonne's my friend. Haha. What a coincidence man. Oh and thanks for the vday present! Haha. I felt rather weird receiving it in front of the other patients though. Lol. Btw, i dunno why but i felt more relaxed when i'm at the sports centre as compared to where i'm always at. Probably because the patients there are more 'cool' as they're all the sporty type! Haha! And there's a gym at the back too. Lol. But i still prefer to be in clinic B lah. Cos i'm so used to being there and the people there already. Hope they don't anyhow deploy me to a completely new clinic again!

Okay it's Valentines' Day tomorrow. Shall wish all who have their other halves, as well as those who do not, a very happy valentines' day :D Haha stupid thats like everybody. Lol don't diao me. Haha.

2009-02-03T20:55:00.003+08:00

Work

Home

Eat

Sleep.

I guess that's gonna be my life for the next few months. Even weekends I'm not spared either. Have to wake up early in the morning for my theory or practical lessons. And also I have to drop by my cousin's house to tutor her too. Feel so bad having to keep changing the tuition timings. Lol haiz. Anyway, work is okay for a start. I'm working with nice and not-so-nice people. Lol duh. I'm so glad my mum is there. The general attitude towards me is better whenever my mum drops by to visit me. Haha. Everything is always confusing at the beginning. There were so many question marks in my head when my supervisor or the staff there taught me. I was concentrating on absorbing as much information as possible and didn't even have the time to ask any questions. By the time my mind managed to sort out the stuff properly, they already moved on to another area. Lol. Then I have to wait for a chance while I'm doing hands-on work to ask them again. They are especially particular about our attire and appearance. I was marked down on a few areas by my supervisor on the first day. My hair (the irritating fringe), my skirt and my bun -__- Okay there is a particular way of tying the bun. Obviously my way of tying is wrong and it's ugly. Haha. So i got my mum to help me tie today. Then my skirt. They complained it was too short. Zzz but earlier my mum told me that I looked like some nerd cos my skirt was so long, so she asked me to fold up. Then they complain now that it's too short. And i have to gel and clip up my fringe that I really look so toot and whatever. Lol haiz. And i guess my hair will lose the curl sooner or later cos of the bun. Oh well, I shall not do anything to my hair anymore till the end of my contract. And imma grow longgg fringe so that it's easier to clip up. Haha. Just two days of work and some of the staff already left me an impression. Those good ones of course. Lol. I hope I won't meet any really demanding and fierce and unfriendly ones. I heard of a few from the other staff and I really hope I won't be allocated under them! Lol. Okay off to watch the finale of reunion dinner and I shall look forward to the new show tomorrow :D Got my favs inside. HAHA.

2009-01-30T21:16:00.002+08:00

wtf i want my phone back...... :'( i hate nokia phones.. especially the one im using now.. i only sent two songs over and the memory is full already?! the free mem space still got like so much can. zzz dunno how to change the settings also. zzzzzzzzzzzzz...

2009-01-27T21:55:00.003+08:00

The rest of the photos are on facebook haha :)

CNY was a blast! Haha. This year's the one i enjoyed the most. Okay, at least it's one of those which i really enjoyed. Probably because i have nothing to worry about like going back to school on chu san. Haha now i pity those who have to go back to school tomorrow. Lol. Received hongbaos on chu xi and chu yi. This year i recieved more than usual but the amount adds up to about the same. Haha. Shall not go into details what happened. Lazy to elaborate. Lol. Most of the time was spent with my relatives. My little cousin is getting cuter day by day! Sometimes i just feel like pinching his face. HAHA. But the only problem is that he will touch anything that he sees. And as a result, he spilt a bowl of sharks' fin soup at my house today! Lol. Watched underworld just now. The first series. It's about vampires and werewolves. Haha reminds me of twilight. I have yet to read the third and fourth book! Maybe i'll start on the third tomorrow. Feel quite free tomorrow. Haha. But the days after are not.. Gonna be rather busy after that. Erps. Better enjoy tomorrow to the fullest! Haha btw i just koped a nice song from ouxuan's blog. Now i'm addicted to the song. HAHA.

I've been to paradise, but I've never been to me.

2009-01-19T10:44:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA xinru your post is damn funny. Anyway its okay, i dont blame you for being 'dragged' down into this job cos i know your working environment is much worse than mine and in fact i dont have much stuff to complain about apart from that F-ing Ginvera woman. Haha. And omg you know she's turning from bad to worse!! I thought the spitting of saliva and digging teeth (HAHAHA looks at ru's hair XD) part is bad enough already. Now i know that she often brags about herself and she's much more gross than i've ever thought! HAHA complaning about her is fun and all of us promoters around her have been doing that. LOL. Okay i bet some bad luck is gonna befall upon me after my post cos i'm gonna be real mean. Haha.

Okay i shall start from the beginning if not it's gonna get too messy. Friday was the worse day of the three this week. I had no one and practically no one to talk to except her. And it's a one-sided conversation most of the time. She can be damn random and come to me and say stuff like, "Eh, you know i quarrelled with my husband yesterday and he sent me this long message to me today apologising.." Then she'll go on showing me his sms and asking me how should she reply. i know her purpose is to 'show off' her husband's good mandarin to me. Yah i admit that her husband's mandarin is good after reading that message and it's definitely better than hers. Then in the end i said i don't know to her so she just replied a "Thank you" back to him. i expected her to reply him back in mandarin too actually. HAHA i bet her husband must have felt that she's damn fu yan. Cos actually in the message he said something like (all in mandarin) "Dear (yucks) i'm very sorry for whatever that happened yesterday. Sometimes there are things that i can't let go, so i wanna apologise for being rude to you yesterday. I've cooked pig trotters' soup for you (i'm not sure if it's this but anyway,). Waiting for you to come back tonight and eat with me." hahaha i dont know why i can remember his sms so clearly. Actually i was only reading it half-heartedly. Okay i know i'm damn bad. But really i feel sorry for her husband. I think she's the kind that always demands her way at home. And her topic for the next day always has "I quarrelled with my husband again." Erps. Anyway let's move on. Sometimes she'll also tell me stuff like "I washed my hair this morning leh. You see nice anot? Very smooth hor." Then she'll fling it towards me. OH MY GOD for goodness sake!! I seriously don't bloody care about her hair and whatever she does okay! i think i should stick the I DON'T CARE words on my forehead so she wont come and tell me such random stuff. And because of all these, the other two msian promoters didnt talk to me at all this week. Cos i know they hate her to the core and they'll complain about her all the time. They thought i'm together with that woman already. Oh please do i look like i am?? I think i'm damn fu yan to her already. Everytime she tells me something irrelevant (which is most of the time), then i'll just fake smile and nod abit. I used to be more enthusiastic towards her topics but now i feel damn sick of them.

Luckily on saturday, the Kiwi auntie was there and a new promoter from Lifebuoy came. They came to my rescue so many times. Haha thank God. And the new promoter's called Jo. Same age and currently studying in poly. We had much more to talk about as compared to me with that G woman. And most of our topics revolve around school. She came last year to work here before and she said the G woman and the other two msian promoters were already there. Lol i can imagine how much they have 'suffered' with her. And lol jo's more slack than me lo. She can like walk up and down the area many times and play games on the phone. She even walked all the way to the other end and talked to the girl and the guy promoter. That's how i know that the girl is from nyjc and waiting for results like me and the guy's waiting for the school posting results after o levels. Lol. But she'll do her job also lah, only when there people looking at the products. Seriously the first and the second floor's crowd level is so different lor, especially in our area. Only once in a while then there will be many people. Okay back to the G woman. Haha. Die my eyelids twitching already. I just realised that Ginvera has almost everything. Shampoo, bodywash, facial, hair care, skin care and even deodorant. That's why she could practically cut all of our sales. Nevermind if the customer's just browsing through the different brands of products and she chiongs up to 'brainwash' them. But it's really disgusting to see that after the customer has taken a particular brand of product which is not hers, she'll bring them over to her products' shelf and persuade them to use hers instead and then go on saying whats not good about the one which the customer took (promoters are not supposed to do that right?). Then if she succeeds, she'll take the product which is not hers from the customer's basket or trolley and just dump it at some random shelf. Sometimes she'll just leave it at some ulu corner of her own shelf. Jo caught her doing that to her product and she was damn pissed. When the customer refuses to buy her products, she'll sort of raise her voice at them. Even when the customer walks away, she'll keep on asking them to buy until they're too far away. But there were a few times when the customer turned around and said "BU YAO MAI LA." to her then she'll shut up. Haha serves her right. Where got like that force people to buy one lo.. And i think she's becoming reliant on me to buy food for her back after my breaks already. Everytime the first thing she sees me in the day, she'll ask for my break time. And if i say i'm not sure cos i'm not hungry yet, she'll come back later and ask me again. Damn i shouldn't have agreed to her the first time she asked me if i know this was going to happen. And i have to eat at the hawker centre everytime just because of this. The thing that made me most pissed was when she asked me to da bao back for her a packet of you mian and green bean soup. Walao ten minutes of my half an hour break was gone cos i had to queue up for her lo. And the walk from the supermarket to the hawker centre already took about 5 minutes. I had tried to sneak off quietly for my second break on saturday but i failed cos she caught me from the corner of her eye while she was still attending to a customer. Then she just shouted across..

"GIRL AH!! WAIT!!"

Then i was like SHIT.

"Help me buy two siew mais and a hei dou bao (why cant she just say dou sa bao. confuse me nia.)."

Omg i can't believe her man. She did this in front of the customer somemore. I think her skin layer is at least 10cm lo. Don't know why she still wants to put such thick makeup. Her eyeshadow is horrible. It seems like she just anyhow colour the whole patch above her eyes. That's not called eyeshadow anymore. And her cheeks are too red. Too much blush. My brother says she looks like a yao guai. HAHA. Poor xinru.. the yao guai touched your hair leh.. haha!! I can't stop laughing. And she still come tell me that she cannot stand going out if she doesn't put on makeup. Actually i think she'll look much better without makeup lo. Haha! Okay bad girl me.. Anyway, i still didn't manage to escape her 'claws' during my first break on sunday. But luckily for the second break, jo helped me think of a way to escape without her knowing. She said we three, plus the Kiwi auntie, should leave one by one and by different ways, and we'll meet at the escalator at 5. Haha and we succeeded. All of us can't stand that woman lah. The Kiwi auntie says her malay is so broken and she still dares to boast that her malay is very good. When we came back, the woman's face was so black. Haha but who cares. Sadly, i have to be with her again for two more days and there's no one there to accompany me anymore! Jo and the kiwi auntie are not working anymore and the two msian promoters are going back to msia. Before i left ytd, she said in mandarin "See you next week. Next week only got me and you leh." And she gave me that grin. SIGH poor me. How i wish my company will just tell me to stop working cos of my poor work performance. I know i've been too slack and i know i can just get sacked anytime if any of them saw what i have (mostly) been doing during work. Chatting and sometimes gossipping. If only i had read that contract carefully before i signed. Ah well, all's too late to regret anyway. It's just two more days and i'll be rid of this job forever. No more promoting jobs for me please. Lol. Anyway xinru, thanks for coming down on all the three days to visit me! I know you're too free to do it. Haha. At least you got me away from the horrible woman for a while. Lol.

Okay i'm gonna get striked by lightning. Choy ah. Lol don't mind me. I'm always like this after i've complained about someone. And this is the first time there's so much to complain about. Lol. But afterall she's working for a living too, just that she has gone overboard as a promoter sometimes. She should at least give the other products and the other promoters some 'face'.

Ahh it's gonna rain! Don't spoil our WWW plan!! :(

2009-01-15T10:21:00.001+08:00

great, my stupid phone died on me, like totally died. the whole screen went blank though it could still be lighted up. zzz and i cant transfer any of my SIM contacts to the nokia phone which im using now! so which means that i lost practically all of my contacts -____- luckily i could still remember ru's number and luckily mieo's number is still in the phone. if not i wont know what to do already. but the worst thing is i have all my appointments saved in that phone and now that it died, i have to try to remember every single one now! zzz damn sian. and somemore, my mum lost the charger for this nokia phone and the earpiece too OMG -___- thanks very much. stupid phone. i thought it could last until i can get a new one but it just spoilt suddenly. all my songs and pictures and messages are gone just like that!! hurrrr so dulan now. nvm hopefully the red cliff movie later will cheer me up. haha.

2009-01-13T10:24:00.012+08:00

Well well well, i'm finally here to blog again. haha. y'know i screwed up my practical lesson yesterday. was rather disappointed with myself. the car engine stalled twice on the public road! then for both times i think i angered the driver behind who had to wait for me to restart the engine and move the car again. i remembered the first time it was a super impatient van driver who quickly overtook me after i turned and stared through the window at me. zzz. but on the other hand, it wasn't totally just my fault. the instructor, kept falling asleep beside me! zzz like wtf. that was the reason why he wore shades so that i wouldnt be able to tell if his eyes are closed anot. too bad i saw his head dropping slowly down so many times. i had to keep him awake by asking him irritating questions like turn left in front or go straight? and after that he'll fall asleep again, especially whenever we stopped at a traffic light. walao i felt damn dulan can, to an extent that i didnt even engage the first gear properly. thats why the engine stalled. and he still can say TSK to me. haiz. but luckily it got better when we went back to the driving school to practise some sharp turnings. that was when he started chatting with me, asking me about my current job and all. he's quite a funny guy actually. the only problem's the falling asleep part. lol zz. seriously i dont think i'll touch a manual car after i get the license. everytime the engine stalls, i'll almost get a heart attack. haha then i'll start panicking, especially when there's a car following so closely behind. super stressful one lo.

Okay enough about driving. shall talk about my work now. lol. speaking about work, AHHHH i dont want to go back and work anymore!! it sucks to stand for eight hours doing nothing most of the time. haha honestly, i know i'm not doing my job properly, but really there's nothing to tell me that i should do my best. our company is inefficient and disorganised in the first place. and the worst thing is they keep telling us the wrong stuff! what was supposed to be a half-day on the 24th now becomes a full day instead -_-and we were actually the ones who had to ask them about it and confirm. previously i was still gloating that we had already completed more than half of the work. now we still have another full half to go. and probably my worst mistake is to tell them that i can make it. urgh stupid. i should have just said that i cant make it, bye and i'm not working for you anymore. haha if my next boss hears of what poor attitude i have then perhaps i wont be hired anymore. oh well, my attitude varies, depending on the circumstances. LOL.

Fortunately, the silver lining about this job, for me, is that the workers there are quite friendly, except for a few. hah. there are quite alot of promoters stationed around me too. the first one that i talked to is the person selling Ginvera products (and Bio-Essence too), lets just call her the G woman. haha! she can be quite nice at times (the only problem is she'll occasionally spit saliva out when she's talking. and her voice is thunderous. LOL.). this G woman and two other promoters, the Eversoft woman and the Silkpro woman, are "enemies" with each other. its so funny. sometimes the G woman will come and talk bad stuff about the other two, then at other times the other two will come and talk bad stuff about the G woman. one says that they have no manners blah blah, while the other two say that she always 'cut' their sales, or kope their customers in simpler terms. haha. but seriously, the G woman is damn pro at pulling customers. once she sees someone looking at her products, or sometimes it might not even be hers, she'll walk over immediately and brainwash them, asking them to buy her products. she koped a few of my customers before too. haha. but i dont really care now. then the E and the S woman will start grumbling, saying that she always force people to buy. lol. actually all three of them are malaysians. but i dont understand why they dont talk to each other at all. the E and the S woman always stay together. they speak in canto so i dont understand what they're talking about. but i'm sure most of the time they are talking about the G woman. haha zz. i shall not be involved in all these office politics. everytime they come and complain to me, i'll just nod my head and agree with anything. sitting on the fence is always better. HAHA. then there's a woman selling pampers too. she's quite nice and occasionally she'll walk over and ask how are my sales. haha. and i must specially mention the final two promoters. they're the Lifebuoy auntie and the Kiwi auntie! both of them are super nice to me, especially the L auntie. she just stands one shelf away from the shelf opposite me and she'll keep coming over and chat with me. she'll tell me all about herself and her family. actually i admire her quite alot. she's like turning 67 and she still doesn't wanna retire! she lives alone and has a son and two grandsons. then she'll tell me about her past jobs and she likes to use the phrase HUO DAO LAO, XUE DAO LAO. haha. she's very bubbly and lively and all. it's really fun talking to her. this was the part i enjoyed most in my job. the K auntie i believe, is around the same age as the L auntie. haha. she doesn't wanna retire yet too. and she walks SUPER fast! when i say super means it's really super. she can even walk faster than me! everytime we go for our break or dinner together, the L auntie and me will always trail far behind her. then she always have to stop and wait for us. haha. she eats healthily too. she's a vegetarian actually. i wonder what will become of me when i'm her age. would i be eating this healthily or would i be lying on the sick bed waiting for death alr.. HAHA! but it feels rather weird to sit between them while eating. these two aunties are old enough to be my grandma. sometimes i could feel people staring at me. but i dunno if it's just me lah. haha. okay but whats wrong actually! they are nice people.. and i actually reluctantly accepted a treat from the L auntie. the whole process is quite dumb. i paid for the two bowls of wanton mee at first. then the L auntie gave me a $5 note in return. i didnt want to accept it at first cos i had actually wanted to treat her since it's her last day of work there. the K auntie then say i shouldnt be treating an elder since i'm still studying, so the L auntie pushed the note to me. when i wanted to give her the change, she shoved my hand away. so in the end it became her treat. lol zz. but anyway, thanks auntie! i wish you well and really hope to see you somewhere soon again :) i was abit sad when i bidded her goodbye on the train platform. then this week i wont have anyone to chat with me anymore. okay maybe with the G woman but her topics are so ... sometimes. haha oopsie. oh and some of the stocks people are quite nice to me too. they'll walk over and ask me how the game works and about my studies and all. there's this auntie who's particularly nice. really glad that at least there's someone who bothers to listen to me when i say that there aren't any more stocks left. the others would just ignore me and put me off by saying the stocks will come again next week. hurr right. when i returned the next week, the shelf was even emptier lor.

HMM okay FIVE more days of work as a promoter to go! cant wait for this to end. promoting is really not my type. i cant get people to buy my products as easily as the G woman. i cant talk on and on like her for goodness sake. i always go CI QIONG one. errs is that how you say it. haha! okay now imma bathe and gotta clean those windows! omg i better not drop down the building. HAHA.

I have just made a major decision. Please tell me that I'm right.

2009-01-07T18:42:00.001+08:00

first day of my driving lesson today! haha it was fun, especially the driving part. the instructor was quite funny, keep cracking silly jokes. lol. the first half of the lesson was spent telling me all the controls and engine parts. nothing really interesting here. the second half was, haha scary. he actually made me drive the car myself along the circuit! i was like HUH when he said that. then i keep making the same mistakes over and over again. i always release the clutch pedal too fast. then the engine will end up stalling and i have to restart it, blocking the rest of the cars behind. super stressful. lol. and i really cannot multi-task while driving. he was like trying to ask me some questions halfway, then when i answered, i looked at him and forgot all about the car. then it went out of the lane and he was like ehh watch the front! HAHA. i'm just lucky that i didnt crash into anyone or anything. lol. looking forward to the second lesson tomorrow! haha hopefully i wont make the same mistakes so many times again. manual is really so much harder than auto car. auto you just have to release the handbrake and go off. manual you have to worry about the clutch and the gear. lol but nvm i like the changing gear part. haha.

anyway, WORK SUCKS! omg i dont know how i managed to get past those three days. and it's starting soon again in two days' time! ahh yikes.

2009-01-01T13:20:00.004+08:00

okay i've decided not to sleep despite the splitting headache. cos i predict that it'll worsen after i wake up. anyway, hmm many things have happened these few days. went for the 2 days training as a promoter at the SIRS. really didnt know such a company exists at all. LOL. anyway the first day was alright. i'm so glad that joanne's our teacher for the first day. and i really have to be grateful to her for closing her one eye for me. hehs. the second day was hell. stupid chiffon cake. bleagh. the assessment was.. haha. i got nervous while speaking halfway and it got rather obvious. lol. promoting is really not my type. haha and i have to actually promote for eleven days this month. and i was so unluckily allocated to a branch not anywhere near my house. bedok's actually not near to my place, considering the fact that i have to pay much more for transport starting from today. it actually feels weird when i tapped my ez link card on the reader just now. haha. different sound. different price. different feeling. lol. and of all outlets, i was so unluckily put into sheng siong. not that i dont like it. it's just... uhh a different feeling altogether. i would really greatly appreciate it if they put me back into ntuc. haha but thats clearly impossible now. oh well, i shall accept my fate and do my best for these eleven days. argh and the worse thing is i hate working alone! omg i cannot imagine how lonely and scared i will feel. courage, where is it?!?! LOL okay dumb..

anyway, went for the countdown party at vivo yesterday! okay it was plain silly of us to go down as early as 1pm in hope of chopping the best seats there but realised about two hours later that TICKETS ARE NEEDED -__- i seriously didnt know about this at all. and it was not mentioned anywhere previously. or did my cock eyes miss it somewhere. and we were actually the first few in the queue already. in front of us were ruien's fans i guess. we got stunned when we saw one of them holding the admission tickets. (anyway, F--K the cigarette smell from above. sorry but i really hate it whenever they smoke. it's damn suffocating :@ ) then we went to ask one of the organisers if there's any chance of us getting the tics. all he said was we can wait till the door opens and wait for the free tickets to be given out. so we left and went to shop instead. one of the soles of my PUMPS dropped off and i had to buy a new pair. this pair was really bought in haste. i walked around with it abit and started getting blisters all over already. so you can imagine me standing there at the countdown area for more than two hours with blisters all over. plus there are SOME people who kept stepping on my shoes. zzz ouch. we went to watch yesman first before heading over to the countdown area. the door was already opened by then. we were chased away by the fierce security guards and had to squeeze at another area which is far and at the back of the stage -_- heng we managed to get a better view when the guards started shouting that we can get free tickets and almost everyone pushed out to queue for the tics. we didnt though. haha. then we squeezed our way as front as possible. at first it was okay. then halfway through the show, some stupid aunties suddenly appeared behind us and started pushing us, trying to get to the front. me and liting were so pissed that we tried leaning on them and even blocked their view. haha serves them right for touching our backs and pushing -_- i almost fell can. then i grapped onto one of the guy's arm beside me and his girlfriend stared at me. zzz blame the aunties. and can you believe it, after awhile, the people in front of us left and the aunties just amazingly (or do you call it shockingly) appeared in front of us -___- i really wonder how they manage to squeeze from behind us to the front of us. i really just wanted to shove them away. really the ultimate auntie spirit man. tsk tsk. then it was their fault again when i failed to say hi to wanyin as i spotted her near me. they just pushed me away again. knn. nvm forget about them. at least i get to see alot of celebs! even though they looked very tiny from my side. haha but nvm at least i got to see all my favourites :D but too bad we didnt stay till the handshaking part. cos we had enough of getting pushed around already. lol. cabbed to liz's house and stayed over. slept for about five hours and went for breakfast at macs. haha. okay off to bathe and get ready for lunch cum dinner with the girls :)

anyway, HAPPY 2009 to all :D i really hope this year's a better year for me. i'd met with so many unfortunate events last year.

okay here's my new year wish: to be able to survive this month and especially this week. haha.

2008-12-24T00:07:00.004+08:00

hehe thanks mieo for that email :D omg i think i'm so gonna spend my days at home finishing that twilight series now. this will definitely help in stopping me from going out and spending all my money away! i've just started using my nets card yesterday and i already spent over a hundred dollars in two days -_- my pay plus part of my savings are gone just like that. omg i think i must be crazy, buying things that are actually unnecessary. maybe i should really dump my card at home so that my heart will not itch when i see something that i like. lol nvm i shall save those clothes till chinese new year then i can save the trouble rushing to buy new clothes during that period alr. hahaha. anyway,

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

HOHOHO

i bet orchard road must be really packed and crazy now. just now we went and we had to squeeze like hell with so many people despite the fact that it was drizzling. lol. but i like the lightings! pretty. haha.

2008-12-22T09:52:00.004+08:00

Fine man.

What a small world this is.

Phew, completed two exhausting days of work at the COURTS MEGATEX thingy at expo. i'm so glad that it's actually for two days only. you dont know how much I (we) have suffered through this sixteen hours of standing at almost the same spot. i only moved when the customers came to make their payment. lol. i wasn't a cashier btw, i was a cashier's assistant. and all i had to do was to put the customers' stuff into the plastic bags and paste the PAID sticker. LOL. and in fact most of the time there were no customers, only at certain times there will be a queue. so i'm actually quite redundant there. no wonder i received so many stares from the workers. and they were quite unfriendly somemore. the first hour on the first day was the worst. i got a scolding for standing there and not doing anything! like as if there were things for me to do. and the worse thing was, we were not told what to do at all. the person just allocated each of us to one counter and told us that the cashier will guide us. but i stood behind the cashier for almost an hour and she totally ignored me. until she finally turned around and said "ehh actually here got nothing much to pack one." then i was like huh how am i supposed to 'pack'. but she didnt say anything further so i tried to observe what the other counters were doing, though they were quite far away from me. finally a customer came to make his payment and that was when i got a scolding from that guy. he said smth like "xiao mei ah, ni kuai dian qu pack leh. bu yao zhan zai na bian she me dou bu yao zuo.." -___- that was when i know that their 'pack' just simply means to put the stuff into the plastic bag. great. then there was another customer who bought a dvd player in a big box and that same guy asked me if i know how to tie anot. i said dunno then he diao-ed me and started tying himself. zzz wl in the first place i wasn't even taught how to and looking at the way he tie is like wth i can never do it kind. you need to have alot of strength to pull the string tightly together and you have to loop it at a few areas of the box. the next few hours that followed were not any better. i still received constant stares and glares from the workers cos i look like i'm not doing anything. but there isn't any customer in the first place!! the worse was i got dao-ed quite a few times when i tried to ask questions. it's either they dao me or they just give me one word reply. and sometimes the background music was so loud that i couldn't hear them properly. then when i said huh they just walked off. haha i felt so sad can..

Fortunately, there were a few nice people which i met there. there was this girl opposite who was a promoter and she kept looking over to my side and smiling to me. i guess she pitied me cos i looked so lonely and bored. HAHA. then whenever she manages to sell something to a customer, she'll walk over and help me put the box into the plastic bag, and smile and say thank you. on the second day i said Hi to her already. LOL. in fact actually her colleagues there are much better than mine. at least they bothered to talk to me instead of those who didnt say anything and expect me to know everything -_- oh there was also a nice man who came and offered us some cotton candy on the second day. lol. but i made a fool out of myself because the cotton candy. cos i was holding it in one hand. then the other i tried to put the box into the plastic bag. but i accidentally dropped the cotton candy and it got stuck on the plastic bag -__- then i had to hurry change into a new one, of course with the customer staring at me. LOL. i wonder if the box got any cotton candy on it anot.. LOL. the crowd at my side was okay. probably because the PHILIPS brand is less popular so there were lesser people. haha. i pity those who got allocated to the SAMSUNG counter or smth. heard that the sales and the queue there is crazy. lol. and we got to see a few celebrities there. like the yes933 DJ jiahui and weibin. they were very cute, high and all. lol. and also mark lee and fiona xie. erms. haha. if the celebrity that i like is there i would have been much happier. lol. when i finally got my pay, i was so happy. the sixteen hours of standing finally paid off. i think i am one of the few unlucky ones who wasn't offered a seat and had to stand all the way -_- my legs almost broke and at some times i just felt like collapsing. and i was wearing palms on the second day so i had blisters all over now. urgh. oh well at least it's an experience. i got to see people from all colours and sides. sometimes it's just annoying when you see the promoter being so polite and all to the customers but to you he just gives you the 'forget it' attitude. ohh whatever. and the funny thing was, the most repeated phrase which i said was "Uhh sorry I'm not a sales promoter, maybe you can go over to that guy to ask..." LOL i was mistaken to be the promoter so many times cos my attire looked the same as theirs. they just come and bombard me with questions like how much is this? what are the functions? where can you find this? where's the warranty card? is it stamped? and so on. lol. there was one who asked me if there's a remote controller to the dvd player in the box, and i just anyhow said ya, then i was so scared that i gave her the wrong info after that. but luckily it's really a ya. HAHA oopsie.

Okay, off to watch my MIOTV now. my dad just installed it last week. muahahaha there are so many movies which i can watch!! but many of them are outdated already though. but nvm there are still some nice ones which i haven't watched yet. yay so happy wahahaha :D

2008-12-19T12:22:00.000+08:00

okay i'm not gonna go to KBOX again. at least till the end of this year. i've gone to it three times and now i'm rather sick of it. the third time i went i got a headache halfway -_- and i'm not gonna spend so much money on food again! i'm super broke now and my savings are gonna be wiped off sooner or later! i guess the best thing now is to stop going out and just stay at home and rot. buttt home's BORING! =X argh life sucks. lol sob sob. cant wait for christmas ><

2008-12-16T10:13:00.001+08:00

HELLO and welcome to the world of fat pigs! :D

food spamming tomorrow again! and it's my favouriteeee DIM SUM :D

wahahahahahaha.

2008-12-12T23:01:00.001+08:00

I AM CURRENTLY AT A LOSS NOW.

2008-12-10T20:28:00.001+08:00

WTF i'm down with a bloody sickness again. my nose is freaking blocked until i couldnt even breathe properly. almost died on the bus back home just now. and the bus almost broke down somemore -_- mum started nagging at me again. now she's gonna say NO MORE SLEEPOVER for me anymore. ya ya ya like i will listen... slept for barely one hour at jo's house yesterday. as a result my head was hurting throughout during the workshop today. and i was struggling to keep my eyes open. maybe i'll be an irresponsible idiot and not turn up anymore. and perhaps i cant even wake up on time tomorrow for my driving theory practice. i have to recover those hours that i have lost from last night's sleep plus the medicine which im gonna eat is gonna make me drowsy. lol. good luck to me tomorrow. just hope that my body does not 'misbehave' in any way. woah sian damn suay until dunno what man zzz.

2008-12-08T15:10:00.004+08:00

YAY finally changed the skin! :D to my favourite WHITE! haha. the words are abit small though. especially the links part. but i dont know how to change it. haha. i still havent watched red cliff yet. went to ntuc with my mum just now. that ripcurl slippers made me slip so many times until my mum has to practically grab me throughout. i threw it away alr. haha. so xero you dont have to diao me when you see my slippers again! HAHA. oh man i need to read the driving theory book. zz tmr got mock test. and need to travel so far somemore. sian!

2008-12-08T12:51:00.020+08:00

BACKK! :D haha. hmm i really dont know where to begin. too many things to say alr. lol. but basically i enjoyed this trip alot, especially the first few days in japan. learned quite alot about japan from this trip. and we got to see a night of snowing :D my first time seeing it. so happy lol. and what i like about japan is their weather (four seasons, who won't like it? lol), their cleanliness (singapore is relatively clean as well but the difference is that they dont have that many dustbins around like us. in fact it's quite difficult to find a dustbin and yet you can hardly see any litter on the ground. and it's like that everywhere. really amazing man) and their people (they're super warm and polite and friendly i tell you. you look at them and they'll just smile at you even though they dont know you. some will even say konichiwa to you. haha. oh and their service standard is excellent. you buy or dont buy anything from them, they'll just bow to you and say thank you so many times. haha we should really learn from them.) haha. my brother and i kept saying we wanna migrate there after the five days. but its almost impossible lah lol. their standard of living is high but their cost of living is high too. the stuff are so expensive. plus the yen appreciated quite alot. so it's like we're burning our pockets everytime we buy something. lol. and the japanese are really workaholics. at nine or ten o'clock at night, you can still see people holding briefcases walking around. i think the situation is worse in tokyo. lol. and you need to learn how to speak jap fluently to survive there too. lol. our tour guide is a singaporean but she'll be in japan working most of the time. she told us she took four years to learn jap plus many years of experience as a jap tour guide before she can speak so fluent jap. haha people like me always learn things halfway, definitely cmi one. lol. hmms okay shall start from the very first day. cant really remember everything in detail though but i'll try to by looking at all the pictures we took as a reference. haha. WARNING: this is gonna be a really long post as im gonna say almost everything that we did there cos i wanna keep it as a memory. so if you wanna fall asleep you can read on. HAHA.

DAY ONE. it's not really counted as a day cos we arrived at hokkaido at around 4 plus pm and the sky's already turning dark. so we checked into the hotel immediately. i underestimated the temperature there. it was so cold when we stepped out of the airport to wait for our bus. i think i wore one of the least there. my brother had like five or six sets of tops over him while i only had three including my winter jacket. as a result my skin is peeling quite badly now especially on my hands. like got some skin disease liddat. lol. anyway, i started to feel airsick on the plane from taipei to hokkaido. and i wasted the tray of food they served to us. i barely touched it at all. lol super waste. it got worse during the bus journey to the hotel. finally when we reached the hotel, i couldnt stand it anymore. went to the toilet and vomitted quite badly. haha what a bad first day. but i was quite surprised at their toilet. the cubicle to be exact. it's so clean that it doesn't feel like a public toilet at all. and there are a few functions on the toilet bowl as well. which i dont think we can find it here in sg lol. there's this function where you can wash your butt after doing your business. haha quite interesting but people like me dont know how to use it properly so i didnt use that function at all. the first time i tried i screamed cos there's like a sudden stream of water shooting out and it's so itchy and... haha shall not elaborate further. oh yes and i think they installed a heater at the bottom of the toilet bowl plate so that when we sit on it, it makes us feel warmer and better. HAHA. but its really comfortable lah. after vomitting i felt so much better. so we decided to try the suana. or wen quan in chinese. LOL i still cant imagine that day when we first stepped into the room. the first thing me and my mum saw were bare bodies, walking around. i didnt know they were so 'open'. haha. we were stunned there for a few secs, wondering if we should go in anot. after plucking up much courage, we finally took off our clothes damn slowly. i was slower than my mum. haha. i just couldnt imagine myself being totally naked in front of so many people! after taking off everything, i quickly took a tower to cover myself. HAHA it was so embarrassing okay. then you will keep having the feeling that all of them are looking at you but actually we are the ones looking at them. LOL. in fact they dont even care about you at all. then we went to another room which is connected to this changing room. and we saw even more naked women inside. haha. the feeling's really uneasy at first. but we got used to it as we went there again a few more times. there's this rule where you have to bathe once first before going into the water. and you must tie up your hair before going in too. woah they provided alot of bathing stuff for us lah. shampoo, conditioner, body wash, scrub, stool, almost everything you need. and there are alot of showerheads available and the water is quite powerful too. so you just choose one of the showerheads, sit on the stool in front of the mirror and bathe. and we found that it's actually quite relaxing and comfortable to bathe there. so from then on we never used the toilet in our hotel room to bathe. we just come down to the suana area to bathe everytime. haha. then after bathing, it's time to step into the pool. i screamed when i put my first foot into it. cos the water's super hot okay. it's like above forty degrees celsius -__- my mum went into it quite easily. while i was still there struggling to put my other foot in. haha and i bet those people around were laughing at me. i think it took me almost three minutes or so to dip my entire body into it. HAHA so dumb hor. people just go into it in less than 10 secs while i need 3 mins -___- haha. it was quite comfortable at first and you can float quite easily too. lol. but after awhile i got a headache cos it was too overwhelming. my brother was worse. his nose bled. the tour guide also warned us that we can only stay in it for at most ten mins. if not your blood pressure will increase too much. haha. after we came out, we went to bathe for another time. and hurry rushed back to put on our clothes. lol. dinner that night was a buffet. the crab is super delicious i tell you. i usually dont like to eat crabs but this one i really liked it alot. didnt really eat anything raw though. haha. after dinner we went outside of the hotel to take a few pictures. must enjoy the snow before it stops. so sad we only get to see it snowing once. lol. then we went back to our comfy tatami-s to sleep :D it's so comfortable that i fell asleep immediately when i lied down. haha.

DAY TWO. we went to the suana again to pao and bathe. then was breakfast. couldnt really rmb what we had though. haha. then it was a rather long bus journey to our next destination. which is the greenhouse thingy to see the flowers if im not wrong. ehh i think it was lavender or smth. it was so funny. most of us went into the greenhouse for less than three mins then we came out alr. cos the snow and the scene around is just too beautiful. the snow was so thick that our shoes sinked into it. took quite alot of pictures with the snow. my bro and i then tried to make snowballs and throw at each other. the snow is so fluffy and soft and i just wanna lie on it forever. LOL. then it was lunch. lol it's like we only visited one place and it's lunchtime alr. cos each journey is so long. some even stretched to three and a half hours or so -__- we'll all just sleep in the bus or listen to music. went to the zoo in the afternoon. haha the main attraction was the polar bear. hehe it's so cute! we stood there and watched it move around and swim for quite long. then we went to see the other animals. i really wonder how these animals can survive in such a cold weather. it was about 1.7 degrees celsius at that time. LOL i embarrassed myself at the tiger's cage there. cos i was trying to spot the tigers but didnt realise that there's one right in front of me and staring so fiercely at me somemore. and it's really damn close to me k. then i thought about the white tiger incident and jumped back and screamed immediately. then my mum and bro and the other tourists around were laughing at me zzz. so dumb haha. stupid tiger... another interesting attraction is the penguins! at first sight i thought they were fake penguins cos there were so many and they just stood there and didnt move at all. until i realise that they actually did move if you take a closer look at them. the baby penguins are so cute! so many of them somemore. hahaha. then it was dinner time and checked into the second hotel after that. went to the suana as usual. this time we were not as afraid anymore. we even blew our hair, applied cream and lotion whatever in the dressing room. there are so many stuff provided for us at the dressing table. sterilised combs, hairdryer, the kose brand of skin and face lotion, hand soap, basins for us to wash our hands etc. the only thing you have to bring down is your makeup kit or your own lotion if you dont wanna use theirs. lol.

DAY THREE. woah this is getting tiring. i spent almost three hours typing the above. lol. anyway this day is the most fun and exciting one! cos we get to go to the snow mountain to play with snow! before that we visited two mini waterfalls. there's no water falling cos it already froze in such a cold weather. the temperature there was abit minus seven degrees celsius can! that was when my lips started to crack quite badly and my hands start to develop this skin disease thingy. haha. everyone was complaining that they were gonna freeze. so we hurry took some pictures and got on the bus to the snow mountain! ehh i dunno whats the exact name in english though. i just did a direct translation from the chinese words. haha. and we took more pictures in the snow again! :D the snow there is slightly different from the usual one we see beside the roads. it's softer and whiter and more fluffy! hahaha. afterwhich we sat a mega cable car to the top of the mountain! there we climbed up a few storeys to the viewing gallery. lol the steps were so many and steep and all the aunties started complaining. haha. the view is fantastic above! took quite alot of pictures there. then we went down to play some 'snowboarding' where we sit on this board thingy and slide down a small distance. haha. but it doesnt go fast enough so its not really that exciting. and its funny to see those aunties playing with it too. then they keep screaming and dont dare to slide down. haha! sadly we only spent like 35mins there and we had to move on to our next destination already, which is our lunch -__- lol. we had steamboat :D they gave us a huge plate of food to cook with like NINE pieces of salmon -_- the japs like to eat salmon and scallop alot. almost every meal we will confirm have salmon and scallop. and each piece of salmon is so huge. i ate one and a half pieces and almost puked already. still have to eat the other stuff. man my stomach almost burst can. lol. after that we went to this native place. uhm it was quite boring actually. haha. except for maybe the performance which was quite an eye-opener. i liked the part where they sang and danced in a circle and they called a few people from the audience to go up to dance too. the little boy who went up was so cute! haha. oh then after the show, we went out to take a few pictures. then this boy, which i believe is a singaporean, started singing "underwear, underwear, underwear" while walking past us. then my bro and i started laughing. hahaha. cos the song which the performers sang goes smth like "orh-neh, orh-neh, orh-neh" then he went to change it to 'underwear' -___- hahaha stupid. our last stop was the HELL VALLEY. haha. even before you reach there, you can alr smell the strong and pungent sulphur gas coming from the ground. cos it's a suana area. walao it stinks can. then the tour guide still brought us further in. but it was already quite dark by then. cant really see anything properly. can only like see smoke coming from some parts of the ground and smell the damn sulphur. haha. then we checked into our third and last suana hotel. and tried on the last set of suana robe. this hotel has the biggest room but the food at the restaurant sucks! so little variety plus its not very nice also.

DAY FOUR. i think we had the most number of stops that day. we went to a beer factory first, called Asahi. we were given samples of beer to try out. lol actually the legal age to drink beer in japan is twenty yrs old. previously our tour guide kitty told the children in our tour group to not drink it but all of us still drank secretly in the end. haha. anyway im sure i can pass off as a 20++ yrs old person. kitty still asked me if my mum is really my mum or not. and shes not the only one who asked me that ques before loh. haha yala yala i know i very old ah ma and my mum very young loh. LOL. anyway, we then proceeded to this ramen house to eat ramen! :D you should see the way they prepare the ramen. and its supperrrrr delicious! couldnt finish everything cos its such a big bowl. and its quite expensive too. i think i'll eat it only when im super hungry. then we went to shop along LI XIAO LU 1-7. nothing much to buy. or cos they were too expensive thats why most of us were unwilling to buy. haha. then we went to another shopping area to shop again. didnt buy anything again cos its really too expensive. thats where my mum got rather pissed off cos she thinks we are given too much time on shopping and so little time on visiting the tourist attractions. then there were two other families who were quite unhappy too. lol o.O i dont mind anything actually. haha. then we went to this palace-like place where we get to wash our bad luck away and pray for the coming year. then each of us paid i think 100 yen to cou a qian. you know its like what people normally do in temples. they shake this bottle of qians until one stick drop out. i got this qian which is xiao ji. but the things written in it are mostly negative leh. so sad. then we can tie it up at the place if we get a lousy qian. acutally i wanted to tie it up there alr but my mum called me to keep it cos at least a xiao ji is better than nothing. lols. then our last stop was the white chocolate factory! the bai se lian ren chocolate biscuit, which i love to eat so much. haha. woah the entire place is really not what i had expected. it doesnt look like a factory at all. it looks like a castle or like a toy factory. took many pictures there. the boss also has many of his own collections like those tea sets and whatever and they were all put on display. its quite a cool factory. haha if i get to work there then everyday i can eat the chocolate biscuits alr wahahahaha. but these chocolate biscuits dont come cheap at all. we counted and it costs about 1 sing dollar per biscuit -_- so ex can. so you can imagine how much they can earn. dinner was BARBEQUE! that was where we ate the famous Kobe beef. we paid like almost S$120 dollars for a piece of it which is cut into a few smaller pieces. then we ordered it to be 60% cooked. lol. cos it was so expensive, we ate each piece so slowly that the taste was almost lost in our mouth. haha. and they even showed us the birth certificate of the kobe cow to verify that the beef is genuine. so ridiculous can. kitty also said that the kobe cow is treated like some king. they let it listen to music, eat the top graded grass, let it live in an almost perfect environment blah blah. but its really nice lah. its a taste which you'll never forget. but my mum was rather unhappy about it cos we kept bugging her to buy the beef then in the end it doesnt seem worth it at all. in fact it is really not worth it. but nvm at least it's a once in lifetime thing. lol. cos of this beef, we were left with so much less money to spend on other stuff. checked into the hotel and my brother fell asleep immediately cos he got sick. then i dragged my mum to go out walk walk with me. haha. this hotel is in the city area. so it's quite rowdy everywhere. the lightings and the roads are so similar to that of orchard road. haha. didnt buy anything much though. actually we only bought a red bean pancake and drinks. haha. japan is famous for its red bean. it tastes so much better than ours here. and the cashier was damn polite and all. he kept smiling to us and kept saying thank you so many times. lol. really satisfied with their service there.

DAY FIVE. our last day in japan! :\ went to visit a canal first. that was where we took our tour photo. lol like finally. later i shall give a description on our tour group. they're really fun and funny people. haha. then we went to the music box factory. my mum so gi guai lo. of all the cute and pretty music boxes, she went to buy this music box that looks like a clock -_- so common and not special. lol. then we went to a tea house where we each get to choose different designs of cups to bring back. haha i chose the purple hello kitty cup. my brother wanted to choose that at first then i call him gay so he chose another one instead. then i took this cup. HAHAHA evil. anyway their hello kitty is cuter lo. purple colour one. and its purple cos it follows the colour of the lavender flower, which i believe is the symbolic thing in hokkaido. those shampoo and soap provided in the suana earlier are all made with the lavender. shopped around and bought some keychains. last minute shopping lol. afterwhich our final final destination is the airport :\ was abit reluctant to leave cos i fell in love with japan alr. HAHA. wonder when will i be there again. i still wanna learn more about their culture and their people. JAPAN LOVEEE :) and so we boarded the plane to taiwan. oh wait their bag inspection is so strict can. my darlie toothpaste and clean&clear facial wash was thrown away by them as a result! :( sobs sobs still left alot kk. then another of our tour mate had to throw away 4 out of 5 of her perfume bottles. haha even worse than us.

Reached taipei at about 7pm. the flight from hokkaido to taipei was like more than one hour longer than the flight from taipei to hokkaido. weird. then there we met our new tour guide. okay he gave us such a bad first impression. his response to our questions seems somewhat slow and he speaks damn softly until my mum couldnt stand it so she shouted from behind and asked him to speak louder. haha. then on the bus he didnt do any self-introduction and just started talking about the history of taiwan -__- and he speaks with such chim words that annoyed some of our tour mates cos they were not very chinese-pro. in fact almost all except the four aunties came from english speaking family. only halfway through then he introduced himself under the query of one of our tour mates. he calls himself Mr. Brawn?? or Mr. Coffee. zzz. then there was one part which was very funny. cos he was trying to tell us his phone number, so we all took out our phones and papers to note down. but before that he kept crapping about dunno what thing until one of our tour mates got fed up and said KUAI DIAN JIANG LA. then all those around her started laughing. haha. oh and one main thing is that we started to compare taiwan with japan. the traffic, the environment, the people are all different. in taipei their traffic is quite messy. my mum says you have to have excellent driving skills before you can drive on the roads. thats why my aunt doesnt dare to drive from taichung to taipei cos she's afraid of the traffic. and there are honking sounds everywhere. in japan you can hardly hear any honking sounds. their drivers are more patient and more tolerating than those in taipei. and for the few times we sat in a taxi, the driver was like taking us on a rollercoaster ride. he kept accelerating and braking and weaving in and out. so dangerous can tsk tsk. but the good thing about taiwan is that the stuff are much cheaper! and their food is like delicous. our first stop was at shilin night market. dashed in for the TIAN BU LA, OUA MEE SUA and SMELLY TOFU! :) and queued so long for the ZHA JI PAI. i dunno what issit called in english. the queue there is never short. then we quickly went to the other side of shilin and started shopping! the time given to us is really not enough for us to walk the whole of shilin. we were like rushing to buy stuff. i bought this pair of puma sneakers in a hurry. still dunno if i really like it anot. haha. then our time is up and we rushed back to the meeting point. we were one of the latest lol. reached the hotel at 10 plus pm and started repacking our stuff. slept at almost 1am. zz abit we slept at around 9-10pm in japan but we sleep so late here. haha. partly because the tv channels are more and finally in a language which we can understand. lol. my brother and i keep going to the star movies channel or ESPN. oh and there's channelnewsasia too. haha! decided to watch abit cos i feel so isolated from the world of news. LOL.

The next day we didnt follow our tour group to the tourist attractions. we instead went back ourselves to visit our grandparents. haha grandpa is still as cute as ever. he woke up so early in the morning and prepared himself to welcome us alr. and we made him wait a few hours for us cos we woke up late -_- lol. afterwhich we took a bus to XI MEN DING to shop again! our first stop was at AY-CHUNG MIAN XIAN. omg that place is always full of people standing around the shop and enjoying the ever mouth-watering MEE SUA. haha. after that shopped around for awhile before our first uncle came and fetched us to taipei 101 to take a few pictures. then he brought us inside and treated us to the Movenpick ice cream! omg the first ice cream dish that he chose for us already costs like ten sing dollars and he still bought one each for me and my bro. very scary. my mum tells me that he spends money quite lavishly. and then he always wants to bring us to those high-class restaurants until my mum kept telling and nagging at him to not spend such wasteful money. anyway it's really very nice of him to leave halfway during working hours and bring us around :) and his car is like luxurious can. BMW dunno what series one. when we sat in it we can really compare it with our lao pok Nissan Ex-Saloon. HAHA. then he dropped us at WU FEN PU to shop further! this place has become a must-go tourist attraction for singaporeans alr. lol. there sells mostly ladies' fashion clothes and they say even stephanie sun has gone there to shop before. lol. and we even met our tour group there too. then one of them was complaining to my mum about the tour guide again. lol. went to another night market nearby to eat and to shop even further. this was when we bought most of our stuff. the day ended with us feeling so drained that i almost didnt want to help my poor mum repack the luggage. lol.

The last day of our holiday trip started off with meeting our aunt and first uncle at our grandma's house. afterwhich they brought us to eat again! at this mountain which was supposedly a dead volcano, called YANG MING SHAN. he drove us to a restaurant which was situated at almost the peak of the mountain. the scenery there is beautiful. it's like you can almost see the whole of taipei city plus the taipei 101 sticking out somewhere. lol. and again the restaurant doesnt come cheap too. lol my uncle again. but the food they ordered is really very yummy! :) omg i enjoyed the dessert the most. it's smth like a fried mantou and you can dip into condensed milk to eat. DAMN NICE i tell you! then we sat there for quite long. my mum, aunt and first uncle were chatting while my bro and i just sat there and listened to them. lol their convo very interesting and humorous one. cos they will keep bickering at each other. haha. then we were brought to the mouth of the dead volcano. and it's emitting so much sulphur gas again -_- super stinky. and it's super cold and windy there until we practically ran back to the car after taking pictures. finally our last stop is to eat BING! my brother ordered this snow flakes icey thingy called XUE HUA and it's damn nice i tell you@@@ heard amk hub sells it too. shall go there and eat again someday! :D haha. finally we were brought back to the hotel where we met up with the rest of the tour mates. and we boarded the bus to the airport. and back to SINGAPORE :D on the plane i managed to watch the whole of the Cape No. 7 movie. haha it was quite nice even though i dont understand some of their jokes. lol cos they all spoke in hokkien. the soundtrack is nice. and i like the jap female lead! her hairstyle damn nice haha. the entire trip ended off with a happy note. so basically i enjoyed myself alot for the past week. going on a tour is such a good way to relax. shall earn more money so that i can go to more exotic places in future! :D and this brings me to the end of my post. OMG guess how many words now.. 4879 words and still counting. HAHA. i think i broke the record on my taiwan trip the other time.

Anyway, sorry if i bored you in this tremendously long post and i've decided to not describe our tour group alr cos im lazy to type further. haha. i wanna watch RED CLIFF now. the DVD is staring at me right now on the table. hahaha! yesterday i abit chiong five episodes of LITTLE NYONYA on the com until about 2am. LOL. it's getting nicer you know and jeanette can finally speak in the show. LOL. okay off i go tata! ~~~

oh yes paiseh im lazy to upload the photos here. too many alr. if wanna see can go facebook :D wahaha.

2008-11-27T23:53:00.004+08:00

YO haha finally i managed to pull through these few days, with my stupid sickness. i'm damn suay lo. it started off with a flu on monday. then on tuesday it turned into a sorethroat cum flu. then wednesday was the worst - a sorethroat cum flu cum slight fever -__- i cant believe how i managed to get through two hours of almost non-stop of badminton. luckily today was better. just that i started coughing more today. i just hope that i'll recover by the time i leave changi airport. haha. anyway, went to sentosa today! the sun was not very bright, but i got sunburnt still -__- at my shoulders there. at first i couldnt see any sign of redness. but when i got home and took a look at myself in the mirror, i got a shock can. it's like burning red at my shoulders. the other parts of my body were still okay. only the shoulders. i think it's because i didnt really apply any lotion there well. haha. okay i'm like going out tomorrow again. but with my mum and my brother this time. so she finally cant nag or scold me for not keeping her company already. haha. have some last minute shopping to do. and i shall go update my facebook after a very long time. i think the last time i touched it was like last year? LOL. and i think this blog needs a change of skin too. oh man and i have many other things to do. ahhhh busy busy!

OHHH i think this is just so pretty. haha. it's taken at vivocity. you can go take a look, it'll be there till christmas! like duh. HAHA.

2008-11-24T20:04:00.000+08:00

lol i look so weird now. so not used to it. and the hair's really hard to maintain and hard to comb >< class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">LOL. anyway, this week's gonna be a real busy week. busy going out and packing my luggage. there's really lots of stuff to bring. and the winter clothes are super heavy. and 'hairy'. yesterday we were trying out in the room and the entire room was filled with fur/hair/cotton or whatsoever. i kept sneezing and suay enough, i caught a cold today -__- LOL so stupid. cant wait for saturday!!!!!!!!!! wahaha super excited XD

2008-11-18T19:43:00.001+08:00

AT LAST this long awaited day has came. it was such a long and tough journey. wasn't as excited as i'd expected myself to be though. probably because i already started rejoicing last week after the chem paper. haha. now seriously i dont know what to do now and everyday. lol. anyway, watched MADAGASCAR 2 after the paper today! :D it was funny but was abit short though. haha. and HSM3 was great too! i love the waltz song. haha. and KBOX tomorrow! :D omg life is just wonderful now. wahahaha. alright off to play maple again. HAHA. i never get sick of the game and i dont know why. finally i can play in peace now. previously i played the game feeling guilty all the way. haha. just realised i haven't screamed yet.

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!

hahaha XD

2008-10-06T18:42:00.000+08:00

BLOG CLOSED, till after exams. it's less than a month's time :\ oh man.

STUDY!

and i'll be the happiest person on earth after that.

jiayou all :D

2008-10-01T15:59:00.013+08:00

some people just dont know what is service man. yesterday i was queuing up at the whitesands ntuc and it took fifteen minutes for me to buy just two things. what's more is that i was just before another person who was already in the midst of paying. the cashier was taking her own sweet time scanning the stuff and slowly putting them into the plastic bags. and talking to the two women in front of me too, oblivious to the queue behind. then halfway she went away to put smth back onto the shelf, wasting another few mins again. at first there were two people queuing up behind me but seeing that the lady was so slow, they changed lanes. i had actually wanted to change with them but all the other lanes were quite full too. so i insisted on staying put. and that was a very bad choice man. when the lady came back, i thought she will hurry up but she was still working at the same slow pace that i almost wanted to shout at her. and seeing that the two people who were behind me just now had already finished paying, i was even more pissed. i wanted to change lane already but there were people blocking behind. then i sent this super crude message to my brother complaining about her. lol when i read the msg again later i couldnt believe myself. haha bad me. but fifteen mins for her to serve one customer is really too much. and its not that the scanning or whatever had some problems. its just her being so irritatingly slow when she knows that they are so many people queuing to pay. to think that initially i changed lane to hers cos hers was the shortest and i thought it would be faster. now i know why it's the shortest. haiz. i hate buying stuff from ntuc cos i was never right about choosing the faster lane. i always go to the (longest) waiting queue. lol okay why am i spending the whole entry talking about that woman. wmt only. nvm. shall go youtube for some video-watching cum relaxation. haha.

life sucks now and i can't wait for it to be over.

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anyway im in love with this fanfan's song now :D

我们隔着一颗心的距离

有笑有哭地去回忆

夏天秋天纯真蜕变的电影

会是一辈子做不腻的事情

静静隔着一颗心的距离

交换最真实的情绪

庆幸太不勇敢的纪念日里

你曾经给我多重要的鼓励

love the chorus! it cheers me up at least. and it's a very nice song :D

2008-09-28T12:50:00.002+08:00

i'm hooked onto this hongkong show now. cass said that day that it's nice. tried watching it and im addicted to it now. haha. and i'm still waiting 'patiently' for the next hotshot episode. stupid maple cant load again. anyway im reborn twice and im happy enough alr. hahaha. ooh happy birthday CAB! :) LOL i think im gonna call you that from now on. ytd your hair is like wth? and you still think it's nice. dunno what you're thinking man. and you better appreciate the fact that we drove around yishun for half an hour just to find a cake shop (which i dunno why it's so rare) and with me running from one end of north point the other to buy that cake for you! lol. oh and my little cousin can walk now! he looks so cute when he's walking. but it's abit unstable though. haha. i cant wait for the day when he can talk. then i can talk crap to him. like what i always do to my other cousins. then they'll just give me the HUH face. hahaha. yay it's F1 finals tonight. go hamilton! :D

2008-09-23T14:04:00.003+08:00

hi i'm bored. bored. bored. super bored. bro just went back to camp. younger one not back yet. finished watching all the videos that i wanted to watch on youtube. now im back to playing maple -__- but the server is super laggy today. gave up playing alr lol. but i wanna reach 200 today leh zzz o.O and i cant drink the dutchlady strawberry milk alr. that's my favourite milk you know! lol sigh. school's starting tmr. sigh i dont wanna go back. and we're gonna have a horrible dinner later. the food from this caterer is so much suckier than the previous one. SIGHH. ohwell. cant wait for the next hotshot episode to be uploaded. im totally glued to this show. wahahah seeing xiaozhu act makes me happy. he's so funny :)) i shall enjoy this last bit of holiday before the hellish period begins again.

2008-09-20T22:31:00.001+08:00

hellos! :D wahahah i'm so happy today. thanks once again for making my day :D the board really came as a surprise. i didnt expect anything like that at all. thanks mieo XD and thanks to all who wrote a message on the board :) haha im sure you know who you are. XIE XIE NI MEN! :D anyway, mind cafe is really a good place for bonding. the games are interactive and some even require you to think. lol. but the brainless games were more fun. i will never forget that my rent of $11,000 almost made you people bankrupt. oh actually i did (looks at wei. hahaha!). wahahah and we can never stop laughing. especially with ru and her thunderous laughter. LOL. the singapore river is pretty at night. the lightings and all are just fantastic. and i can feel some ambience of the F1 race there alr. haha. we made many failed attempts to take photos. and it feels weird to smile at the camera while it's ticking away with the self-timer when people are walking past you. they will just give you that kind of stare. haha ohwell, we have embarrassed ourselves enough alr so it's actually okay. haha. oh yes, watched MAMA MIA! yesterday and it was fantastic! the soundtracks are all super nice. except for the fact that.. ahem.. cant sing that well. haha i think anyone could tell la. lol. and OH YES, i cant believe i spamed five full episodes of HOT SHOT yesterday. each episode is at least one hour plus long and i just sat down and watched all the way for almost 7 hours. haha. and i just finished two episodes this morning. now i'm waiting for the next episode to be uploaded. wahaha cant stand the show man. so many shuai ges and mei nus LOL. and xiaozhu is super funny omggg! damn cute la he. haha. the show is super addictive. hai cant wait to watch the next episode alr.. lol. okay im like so sticky and stinky now. shall go and bathe and sleep! tireddd.

2008-09-15T19:03:00.001+08:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOYYYYYYYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOO hahaha i'm so happy now even though exams are not over yet. left mcq but wth la. shall enjoy first LOL. anyway i'm so frigging happy. was looking out for this english song for quite some time alr then i finally found it! i just anyhow clicked on one of the many english songs on the list and it was that song! LOL sibei tyco sia. HAHA okay it sounds so crude. anyway the feeling of downloading songs is just wonderful! i saved one big list of songs in my phone to download. wahaha going crazy -__-

anyway, sorry for the lag. i haven't thanked all the wonderful people who made my day on my birthday last week. firstly, wanna thank the girls who gave me such a great, great dinner treat on friday! :) the rose thingy was rather sweet :) (haha dajie i owe you one man. i can imagine how it feels lol.) and of course not forgetting, those who sent me birthday messages and well wishes throughout the day :D you guys rock man. haha <33

okay off to dl songs alr. lol just lost to my brother in arm wrestling again -_- i'm determined to win him someday. haha.

2008-09-11T13:47:00.006+08:00

hello :) haha i know i shouldnt be here. but i feel so drained and tired now. trying to keep myself awake. slept so late last night, all because of my brother. finally for the first time in his life, he is willing to sit down and put in a little more effort in his work. and he comes to tell me that he's afraid of being retained. lol. a few months ago he still said he doesnt care if he's gonna get retained anot. haha. so he brought in a whole pile of books and papers in and asked me to teach him. then i was so distracted for the entire night. before i went to bed, my mind was filled with SIMILAR TRIANGLES, IONIC EQUILIBRIUM, ATMOSPHERE etc. lol. then this morning in the car, he distracted me with all those topics again -__- haha. and despite the fact that i raised my voice so many times while teaching him ytd, i was so surprised when he said that 'thanks for teaching me' phrase to me ytd. you know it's such a rare word to be used or heard in this house. we dont say thanks or please to each other, we just demand for whatever we want, unless we are desperate or smth. LOL bad right. but sometimes i find it very interesting. i think each family has a different style of living lah. for us, it's OI, EHH, FASTER LA, SHUT UP, GO AWAY.. everyday, plus all the vulgarities which i will not type out. haha. okay why am i doing a study on my family. haha tell you i wanna keep myself awake alr.. ate a horrible lunch just now. at the newly opened e-hub. okay maybe its not new anymore. im just slow cos this is the first time i went there. just realised there's a kbox and cathay cinema on the highest level. haha so cool. but there weren't much people in sight though. lol. i wonder how will the crowd be like when it's during the weekends. if not i think it'll probably lose money and close down, just like the other shops previously =X lol. and i find the mini ferris wheel there abit pointless. haha.

yay a long post again! haha. jiayou everyone! about a week more to go ;]

2008-08-27T18:37:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MIEO! :D

wahahah in 18 days time i'll be the same as you too. lol. study hard and rock on girl :)

i'm seriously turning into a full-time maid soon. and then somebody's a free rider here. does practically nothing but contributing to the stacking number of plates at the sink everyday and accumulating more dirt and dust at home. cant believe we survived like this for a month. it's exactly a month after my maid has left. time seems to pass so quickly. i wonder how we did it. lol. anyway, i'm not your ~~bloody~~ maid. please exercise some form of responsibility and stop pissing people off everyday. rarrgh.

2008-08-25T16:54:00.002+08:00

the bloody drilling noises are here again. this place has been under renovation for dunno how many months. first it was during CT2 when they were removing the tiles along the corridor and replacing them with new ones (which i dunno why they wanna do that cos i dont see anything wrong with the tiles last time) and now they're drilling some parts of the wall away outside. and it's FREAKING IRRITATING. omg my head is exploding can. wth. this place doesn't require any form of renovation at all. i'm prefectly fine with everything here. they should spend the resources on renovating the older estates instead. sigh. another bad day for me again. i even have to scream so that my mum can hear me. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. RARRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. bloody pissed.

hah it's so cool to type in white. anyway i'm just venting my anger cos the noise's really killing me. rarrgh.

2008-08-22T22:20:00.004+08:00

well done singapore! :)

haha i think they did a great job! even though they lost out in the singles.. china is just too strong lah. the gold medal match was like super exciting. both wangnan and zhang yining are super fast. you cant even see where the ball's going. felt abit sad for wangnan though, when she was walking out after the match. it's her last match somemore. nvm i think shes as good as zhang too, just that she made more mistakes than her. lol. and feng tianwei has became my new idol! i think she's super stable while she's playing. she's able to maintain the coolness and calmness in her. haha. okay why am i talking so much about this. olympics is really distracting man. cant believe GP is in two days' time. prelims somemore. and i havent started on anything yet. lol. alright i shall leave this blog stagnant till prelims are over. study hard everyone! JIAYOU and chionggg all the way! haha.

2008-08-10T01:16:00.001+08:00

LOL guess what, the oven exploded in the kitchen just now -__- my mum was like describing to me how it exploded. it's because my brother heat up the pizza for too long. then when he took it out it's like all black and fuming with smoke. and there was also huge thick black smoke being released into the air, until my neighbour came out and wondered what happened. no wonder my pyjamas smelled of smoke. at first i thought i didnt bathe properly or smth. cos i smelled rather bad after the bbq. haha.

anyway, tkd ROD today! it was rather short though. cos we reached there quite late. and it's all my fault cos i assumed there wasn't a shuttle bus service to aloha loyang. haha oops so paiseh =X and it turned out that we had to walk for like twenty mins from downtown east before reaching the entrance of the ulu resort. it was quite small actually. and the number of year twos who turned up was rather pathetic. i think ten fingers can count alr. lol. played a few games of murderer before heading to the beach, where they made us do rather gross stuff. such as using your mouth to take out a fruit from the murky water which is like super yucks. i took out an orange and i still accidentally bit one part off as a result. and i spat it out immediately. lol abit unglam though. like some uncle spitting liddat. HAHA. anyway after the games, we finally went back to eat. hungry lol. it was like past eight when we started eating. didnt really eat much though. spent most of the time outside the bbq pit trying to fan up the fire. and i think i ate quite alot of half cooked food. i didnt really bother to re-cook them again so i just swallowed anyhow. lol. sir was damn nice lah. he was the one who was outside bbq-ing all along. and he brought his son along too! later you can see his son. haha plump plump cute cute one. LOL. left the place at abt five mins before the last shuttle bus is leaving. we went the wrong way at first. then ran back to the chalet to ask where's the entrance before running again. yuting was super funny. hahahaha raising her hand and saying stop stop! hahahaha i cant stop thinking about the scene just now. even more auntie than me! LOL. okay pictures now :D yay. haha.

haha this last one is a random one. it was taken at the airport when we sent our maid off! life has been hard without her. i hate sweeping the floor =X the hair strands are so irritating. keep getting stuck onto the broom. and i still have to take them off one by one after sweeping -_- hai tough work man. and now our oven has exploded too. i wonder what will come next. sian lah haha.

OKAY finally i'm done! i hate uploading pictures onto blogger. have to keep shifting and adjusting here and there. lol. okay bye peeps! rmb to watch swimming finals tmr. erm i mean later. lets cheer for tao li! haha :D

2008-08-09T10:18:00.006+08:00

haha i realised it's been almost two weeks since i last posted smth here. stupid internet explorer didnt allow me to log in for some i dont understand reasons, so i have to use firefox instead. lol. okay i'm gonna go for a haircut now. will be back to blog again. wahaha. am abit tired now though. after watching the more than three hours long olympics opening ceremony. my butt didnt shift at all throughout the whole time. cos i was waiting for singapore to come out until ru told me that the countries come out according to the number of strokes of the first word of their names in chinese characters. and singapore has like 13? -_- lol. but the size of the group that turned up was more than i expected. haha. at least it doesnt seem so pathetic like some of the other countries. LOL. okay im running late. oh btw, HAPPY 43RD BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! LOL. i miss singing all the national day songs. haha. ONE PEOPLE, ONE NATION, ONE SINGAPORE~ LOL.

2008-07-26T22:06:00.002+08:00

she's going in a few hours' time! cant believe it's so fast. SOB im gonna be damn lonely at home now. okay nvm i should sleep. like now. if not i dont think i can ever wake up at 4am. lol.

oh btw i forgot to mention. THE DARK KNIGHT was nice :D basically the ten bucks spent was worth it. christian bale is soooo hot. haha brain block now. cant think of any more words to describe. i found him so familiar at first. then i realised he's the lead actor in the equilibrium movie that we watched during gp lesson earlier this year. haha. and college day was quite a waste of time. but at least i think the pt is much more comfortable than the lt. lol.

okay i should really be in bed now. goodnight all! my crazy brother says he's not gonna sleep at all. lol let's see how long he can tahan. haha.

2008-07-25T00:47:00.001+08:00

lols im here to declare that i am a super duper ultimate scaredy cat. i cant stand stupid insects at all! especially that irritating brown bug who comes to my house almost everyday to 'visit' me. omg yucks. lol come to think of it, i have developed a phobia of this bug since young, when the stupid bug suddenly flew to my forehead out of nowhere and stayed there. last time i still dared to sweep it down and flick it away with a ruler. now i dont even dare to look at it. lol. take just now as an example. i spotted that bug on my mum's shirt and ran out of the room screaming. she still asked me to take it off for her. thats an impossible man. lol. so she left the bug in the toilet and i had to use the other toilet instead -__- lol cant stand myself sometimes. the only insects im not afraid of are ants and the tiny flying ones. but if i see a huge bunch of ants squeezed together then it'll be a different story.

haha okay. away from that topic now. shall talk about the bear which i bought for my maid as her farewell present. haha. brought her to north point last saturday for her to choose whatever she like herself. and out of so many cute (in my opinion) and cheaper stuff toys, she chose the most expensive one. i was super stunned by the price. lol. a three digit number. and of course i didnt had enough money on me that time. i did took some out from my savings before that but it's still not enough. so i tried to persuade her into liking some other stuff. haha. lets skip to the ending. i still bought it for her. on thursday, which is yesterday. lol. it wasnt an immediate decision to buy it when i saw it again. have to make poor cheryl carry her heavy stuff and follow me walk around the whole of PP while i attempt to find something to make-do with that bear. then we were back at mini toons again. at first i decided on buying something that is cheaper but my heart itched everytime i look at the bear. so in the end i chose to burn a super big hole in my pocket. all my savings are gone. i felt super poor today. haha. nvm my brother is so going to share the cost with me man. and at least i got the mini toons card. lol XD and you can imagine how i carry this huge bulky thing home. first it took up a seat on the bus, then it took up a space in the train. and my face also dunno throw until where already. haha. but i didnt regret buying it and bringing it back home lah. cos my brother likes it, my mum likes it and most importantly, she likes it too! and she said xie xie to me in chinese. wahahah. happy. shall post the bear's picture some other time. actually i already have one in my cam but i look like some market auntie, with a bun and all my fringe clipped up. lol. and its so funny. both my brother and my mum wants to take a picture with it too. haha.

yay, my longest post since a long time ago. LOL.

2008-07-20T19:18:00.005+08:00

HAHA running in the rain is damn hilarious. my maid and i forgot to bring umbrella along when we went to buy something. and suddenly it started pouring heavily. we hid under the building for awhile before deciding to run across the road in the rain. we started running on the count of three and guess what, my stupid slipper slipped off and i had to run back to get it again. bet it was super malu. in the end i was much more drenched than my maid. and she kept laughing at me -__- lol. and i had to sort of hide the stuff under my shirt so that they wont get wet. so basically i look super retarded. imagine putting your hands under your shirt and running in the rain like nobody's business, with the slipper falling off somemore. haha. anyway she's going back in a week! omg i cant believe it's so fast. im so not looking forward to that day. hope this week will pass by slower. i need to have some mental preparation. haha.

2008-07-13T20:59:00.002+08:00

damn i sprained my knee again for nothing. i just turned around and suddenly there was this sharp pain on my left knee -__- wth. sigh it's another week of school again. cant wait for exams to end. FOUR MORE MONTHS!

someday, i hope you'll understand.

2008-07-06T23:28:00.004+08:00

DOUBLE! :D lol all thanks to sir. even though we screwed up the kicks cos there was a last minute change. and i thought my mistake was quite obvious. lucky the judge was looking down when i was shifting my leg. haha. so the next grading will be in jan next year. provided if i wanna continue. and the kick is like jumping backthrust?! -_- lol good game man. i cant even do backthrust properly yet. and im afraid that i'll lose all my tkd skills by then. better not man! haha.

2008-07-02T00:29:00.005+08:00

all thanks to the reverse kick, i injured my knee again! this is so irritating. and the kick is super difficult to master somemore. now i only have one more training to perfect or rather, fine-tune it. and i know it's gonna put further strain on my knee again. ahh ohwell. anyway sir was damn funny today. when me and yuting bowed to him, he was like hi, long time no see. and we both laughed. LOL.

finally the aircons in my house are fixed! after many years. ironically, i didnt feel like switching it on though. haha. must be im too used to the no air-con environment at home already. and the house was in a total mess when i reached home today. cleaned, vacuumed and mopped the floor. dragged till 10 before i went to bathe. haha. counting down, my maid's leaving in 25 days' time! =X boohoo. i still cant imagine us. without. a. maid. without. a. maid. without. a. maid.

oh c'mon it's time to be independent.

2008-06-29T00:10:00.003+08:00

I DON'T WANT SCHOOL TO START! =X

gahhh it's back to the 'no life' life again. i barely had any rest from CT2. it feels so great just watching tv and playing computer games everyday. ahh i cant wait for a levels to end. lol. anyway, we had a big feast at my grandma's house yesterday! pizza, chicken wings, laksa, carrot cake, durian cake, chocolate fudge cake and ice creammm :) yummy. cos it was my cousin's birthday. he finally turned one! and my aunt and uncle specially prepared all these food for us. the laksa was quite spicy but i still insisted on finishing it cos it was damn nice. in the end i kept tearing and coughing cos i choked on the chilli. hahaha so lousy. LOL and my cousin was damn funny. he anyhow touch here touch there and ate up the matchstick which caught all of us aback. luckily my uncle quickly took out from his mouth. lol. so basically i ate like a pig there. next week still got bbq. omg i think i'm really gonna join the pig family soon. HAHA. anyway, went home and rested for awhile before leaving again to send my brother off for his army trip to brunei. by the time it was already 11.40pm. and you can imagine how frigging sleepy i was. his flight is abit at 2.55am canxzxxz! so we stood there and stoned for damn long. and the area was flooded with all the other army boys too. my evil younger brother kept dragging me to follow him to buy food. went burger king to buy a meal first. and minutes after he finished eating, he complained that he's hungry again -_- so he very nicely dragged me to walk from one end to the other end of the terminal, looking for MCDONALDS cos he saw someone eating the macs ice cream -_- i was half asleep while walking. then i forced him to buy milkshake instead of his double cheeseburger so that i can have a few sips to keep me awake. it's nice but it's damn sweet. and i bet i gained n grams from drinking this fattening thing. in the middle of the night somemore. haha. and then we waited and waited again till he finally checked in at 1.45am. they're abit the last group to check in. and so the zombie reached home at 2am, brushed her teeth, and plopped onto her bed immediately. LOL.

saw bix at dhoby ghaut station today! haha her first comment to me was: woah your hairstyle changed so much. lol. she still looks about the same! still has that innocent look on her face. just that she's more lady-like now. haha. talked to her for awhile. lol i really missed crapping with her man. it's been a long time since we last talked. hope i'll see her again somehow :) lol. okay i'm like falling asleep again. wanted to learn more hsm dance moves but i think i'll just forget about it. at least i learnt the chorus part alr. haha. cant imagine that i actually danced to myself in front of the com at like 1 plus am in the morning. LOL luckily everyone's asleep. but my brothers threw the pillow at me when i tried to dance again the next day. hahaha so stupid. but i influenced ru into dancing it too. HAHAHA. i cant imagine her. lol oops! dont kill me XD

okay this post is so lame and useless. it's the result of post-exam or rather, pre-school stress. last time i used to look forward to school but now it's the direct opposite. things are so different now compared to the past. haha. okay i shall go sleep now. i'm not talking sense alr. ahh and i need to wake up super early tmr! siao brother needs to reach school damn early. LOL okay lah tata :D

2008-06-26T21:10:00.000+08:00

SIGH, it's finally over. but do the teachers have to be so evil? every paper's a killer. i dont have confidence in any of the papers at all. lol nevermind i shall not think about it anymore. it's time to relax anyway. i have lots of stuff to do online which i havent done for weeks. download songs!! wahahah i miss this hobby man. i saved this whole list of songs in my phone which im gonna download like now. hehe. i shall go play VIWAWA too! wahahahah. and i shall go watch tv now. wahahahah. if only life can be like this forever :))

2008-06-15T01:15:00.001+08:00

haha i feel lazy to update. got lotsa things to write about but it's now currently 1.23am (wow nice number haha) and my eyes are already half closed. lol shall write another time then. haha. anyway, about a week moreee to go. jiayou everyone! :D econs seems unreachable. ahh.

2008-06-08T00:45:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIYINGGGGGG! :D

omg my previous post was at 12.01am and i totally forgot about wishing you. so sorry! i was too distracted. haha. ROCK ON and LOVE YOU LOADS :DDD later got boyfriend date leh.. excited anot? HAHAHAHA.

2008-06-08T00:01:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHH.

now i know how it feels.

2008-06-04T23:12:00.001+08:00

NARNIA! :D

$6.50 for a good movie. i'm more than satisfied.

:]

2008-06-01T23:57:00.003+08:00

ahahah i'm finally here to blog again! hoho.

sakae buffet on friday! it's been a long time since i last ate there. haha. but they increased some of the prizes though. like from $1.90 to $2.20 or smth. and the servings, especially rice, is clearly lesser than last time. haha. mochi ice cream is nice! but the watermelon is not. lol i actually stuffed four pieces of watermelon into my mouth even though i dont like to eat it. and using chopsticks to kiap the watermelon up is so ironic. haha. it was such a full meal that i skipped dinner that night. damn stomach's still bulging out.

our attempt to mug at mieo's house failed badly. it started out quite well. but soon after, we got distracted by every single thing around us. firstly, we kept eating the sweets and chocolates from her fridge. secondly, cam-whoring. thirdly, the TV was just beside us and we cant help it but turn our heads to watch. and we still went down to the pasar malam nearby for a walk, where we bought more food to eat! muah chee yum yum :D LOL. when we came back, ate more and talked even more too. the worse was we spent almost two hours looking through the sec one connexio and talking about band people. it was damn funny and it really brought back memories of band. i couldnt rmb some of the seniors already but connexio helped me. haha. i see A__, i see H__. _______'s coming our way. HAHAHA. cant believe how dumb we were last time. tsk tsk.

i had the worst econs class ever today. the relief teacher just gave me goosebumps alright. her voice was so screeching and it was made worse when she used the stupid microphone -____- i think the whole class was rather unhappy with her. and she pissed the admin person off until she rolled her eyes and said walao. behind her back. haha. less than an hour through the lesson and we cant wait to get out of the classroom alr. ru was the first one to dash out of the classroom when the class ended. LOL. i pity the class after us. tsk tsk. we better not get her again man.

lol the house's quieter now again. my brother just left for army and my mum left for china this morning. not to sichuan but for a holiday. haha.

2008-05-28T00:39:00.004+08:00

25.9%, like zomg. guess what that accounts for. the stupid BMI machine, i wonder if it's accurate anot. cos it measured my height by 2cm shorter. haha more like i cant accept the fact thats why im blaming it on the machine. anyway it still bothers me. cant believe that i can still happily eat a cup of scoopz ice cream yesterday -_- somemore the woman gave me such a big serving. this is the first time i ate ice cream till i almost puked. and all thanks to my big fat bloody mouth which kept craving for food all the time. this phenomenon occurred recently. uhm i mean like a few weeks ago when training for comp began intensively. and it seems like the 'food' bug is not rid of my body yet. i shall make sure that i'll exercise dilligently at least twice a week. and i shall make sure that i'll not be tempted by every single edible thing that i'd come across with. actually i dont think this will work effectively but i'll try my best anyway. haha. cant stand to see that layer of thing there which is gonna grow thicker eventually. urghh. haha dont mind me, i'm just being stupid x)

anyway, okay, hoildays have begun! erm -__- haha. guess we cant have much fun though cos we'll be tied down by the fact that CT2 is right after the holidays. this is so damn sian. six more months to go and we'll be freeeeeee totally. meanwhile, it's just ZZZZZZZ and nothing else. hai. the date's been pushed forward again. this is the third time and she's just making her own decision without asking all of us first. sometimes i find it annoying but what can i say. seriously im so not looking forward to that day cos it makes me wonder if we can manage everything by ourselves. and i'm gonna lose a good talking companion too. then i'll be damn bored at home =X SIGHHHHH. may that day not come please. (fat hope).

2008-05-22T16:34:00.000+08:00

I MISS THEM :(

the week passed super quickly, though im not busy with trainings anymore. went to support soccer finals yesterday. didnt cheer alot, not until the point when my throat hurts. we lost by a goal. the first shot by mj was really unexpected. i think it caught everyone by surprise. then we managed to score an equaliser. but mj scored again just before the first half ended. then it was goal-less for both teams during the second half. the boys were damn sad after that. but i think they tried their best already. they had more possession of the ball and many opportunities to score. perhaps luck was not on their side. well done anyway! :) haha. boarded the bus to esplanade after that. walked around marina square for awhile before heading to the food court for dinner. the popiah taste is still in my mouth now and it makes my mouth damn dry. gahh irritating. and i dont know how to get rid of it =X band concert was okay. the first half was more exciting. dozed off halfway when the alumni band was playing. haha. managed to reach home before eleven cos cheryl's dad fetched me home. heh. yay full day tomorrow ;D i shall not turn up in school :p

2008-05-18T01:04:00.003+08:00

ahhhhhh i dropped alot of hair while bathing just now!! now i know why my hair can never ever grow long.. it's because the longest strands of hair always drop -__- haha okay that was quite random. back to my main point.. TAEKWONDO COMPETITION today! like finally. i have been looking forward to this day like weeks, or even months ago. and now it's finally over! it's a huge load off my mind. no more trainings everyday till late at night, no more worrying about whether i can balance or kick properly and no more suffering from injuries anymore! :D haha. i just realise that the salonpas thingy works wonders. yesterday night before i sleep, i pasted six pieces of salonpas on my calves, knees and thighs, and this morning the pain which i initially suffered from had subsided! but the bad thing is, when you peel off those pieces from your skin, some of your skin hair will be plucked out too, which is like OUCH. haha. and before we did our pattern during the comp, i spammed and sprayed the salonpas thingy onto both my knees until they turned super red cos it was too 'hot'. then later i couldnt really feel any pain in my knee joints when i did the sidekicks cos what i felt was just the 'burning' sensation. LOL. but i still screwed up the sidekicks though, and i almost lost balance at the end. but i dont think anyone noticed it. haha XD maybe some of the judges did. anyway, ningxi and huiting were damn power. they totally owned the blue belt individual category. haha feel damn happy for them :D and congratulations to all the others for their achievements too! xin ku da jia le :) now there is more incentive for us to shout FULL DAY to mr chan already. zhenqin is also another imba one. all of us were looking forward to her doing her pattern, and it's really damn nice can. haha well done girl! okay shall post the pictures now :D didnt take alot though. cos there was no time. haha.

ahh big faces. the 'twins' in tkd -_- actually i still dont see the similarity. LOL.

haha during the comp, we were too bored.

mieo, me and the hwachong blue belt team! haha they were good too :D

team before comp :)

team after comp! x3

eating at the bedok hawker centre after the comp :D LOL look at mieo XD

im having a terrible stomachache now. due to me drinking a cup of pearl soya milk at the hawker centre and another bottle of vitamilk at home just now. and thats for dinner. lol. today i only ate two pieces of bread for breakfast and a mac chicken burger for lunch. what a serious lack of vitamins man. haha. nvm i shall eat like a pig tmr :D heh. okay before i end this post, i wanna say a biggg thank you to everyone who has supported me and wishing me luck all the way till this competition. i really appreciate it. LOVE YOU GUYS :) and special mention to my team-mates, huiting and ningxi, for being such fun-loving people who never fail to brighten up my day everytime. i'm so gonna miss the slacking time during training where we will learn silly hand actions, play childish games, singing out-of-tune-ly, laughing unglam-ly and just plainly talking crap. it's really all these that make me look forward to training everytime. we rock man, YAY :D

2008-05-16T00:20:00.001+08:00

today is an injury day. huiting hurt her right thigh. so in the end she didnt practise with us but ended up helping us correct our mistakes instead. poor thing =X hope you get well soon yeah :) oh and stupid me actually almost fell while doing the ~!#$%^&* sidekick. i dont think you have seen anyone who's more stupid and clumsy than me. everytime when i'm going to do the sidekick i will be damn nervous. sometimes i can get it right, sometimes i will lose my balance, sometimes i will hurt my knee (oh not again), and sometimes i feel as if my leg is suddenly glued to the floor and it'll be difficult to bring it up properly. nevermind, at least i sort of got how to balance properly already. but i wonder if i can do it properly on the actual day. come to think of it, we actually only have about two minutes on stage to show how much effort we've put in for the past few months. and if you dont do it properly, people will think that you didnt put in as much effort as you actually did, which means that all your time and effort have gone to a waste. so i better, BETTER do it properly on that day man. ahhh i shall stop pressurising myself and be more optimistic. hmm tomorrow's the day. may all our injuries heal (miraculously) by then and may we all not lose our balance and pua tou. haha. all the way VJCTKD :D

2008-05-12T23:04:00.001+08:00

Mastering the Art of a Sidekick.

Just a few days more. Come on, we can do it :]

2008-05-09T23:16:00.003+08:00

this week had not been easy at all. imagine having training almost everyday and even on a sunday. i think im about to crumble and fall anytime. and i burnt a super big hole in my pocket this week too. jacket $50, band tic $25, tkd tee $10, econs fund $5, plus i bought alot of unnecessary stuff too. and it's all because of me who kept craving for food all the time. stupid stressed-up life must be the cause of it. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH let me scream. ONE MORE WEEK it shall be. and i hope things will turn out better after that. i shall go play viwawa to destress myself.

2008-05-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

dance concert was FANTASTIC! :D i didnt regret attending it at all. the contemporary, hip-hop, guest performances and not forgetting the teachers' dance, which even induced a standing ovation, were all marvellous. and i mean it. half an hour before the concert starts, there was already a long queue outside the PT. and fifteen minutes later, the queue stretched all the way to the zebra crossing leading to the canteen, or even beyond that. haha. didnt know that the concert was so highly sought after. and i'm glad that we joined the queue earlier, if not we wouldnt have gotten good seats. lol. anyway, did the five items for napfa today during pe. the happiest achievement i made was my sit-and-reach! it was my first and last A in my entire life. tan yew hwee was rather lenient and allowed us to lean back abit before stretching out, but he tightened the strap at my knees fully. so i guessed tkd played a part too. haha. yay. and that made my day :] but i missed MI TU's final episode just now :/ lols nevermind. i'm still happy cos i got my money's worth for the dance concert. haha.

2008-04-30T23:55:00.000+08:00

haha. totally skipped sports day today. we slipped out of school through the back gate, with the help of the female security guard. the auntie's our saviour man. previously we were still making plans of how to climb over the sch gate and stuff. haha. went to TM and lunched at dingtaifung. haha the menu's really very limited. the main focus was on the xiaolongbao. and one small plate of fried rice costs almost ten bucks. in thaipan you can get two and double the serving for the same price. but the rice tasted not bad also lah. stayed at the restaurant and chatted for about an hour before going off to shop! the converse shop was our first stop. wanted to buy a pair of sneakers but couldnt find any that i like. haha. at the end of the day i only bought a pair of earrings. LOL. it always ends up like this. haha. anyway i'm addicted to lishengjie's 擦肩而过 song now! thanks to gao yan who kept singing it during training ytd. and we had a mini sing-a-long session ytd too. guess what we were singing -- national day songs. haha. sound so patriotic. but it's a good way to slack. haha oops. the amount of time we spend on slacking is actually increasing after each training. it's getting boring after doing the same few patterns for too many times. two more weeks to comp! then everything's gonna be over! whoo i'm so looking forward to it :]

2008-04-28T19:04:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHH unbearable pain.

=X

2008-04-25T20:42:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHH i feel super duper weak all over my body now, especially my legs. this is the post-symptom of over-exerting myself during the 2.4km run today. plus all the walking to PP, to uncle and auntie's house and back to school again, i was already half-dead when i returned to school for training. except for the part when sir asked me to do the pattern for him, my punches and kicks were totally screwed up. i couldnt bother to do them properly. i think this is the most torturous training i've ever had. but anyhow i'm still glad that i managed to achieve my target for 2.4. now the next thing i have to worry about napfa is my sit-and-reach. lol this is my most hated station. i have never gone past the 40cm line before. LOL. hopefully the tkd stretches which we have been doing almost everyday will at least help me a little. anyway, me, cheryl and audrey went to PP after school to develop the photos which we took with uncle and auntie two weeks ago. sadly, there wasnt any instant print machine there. the person said that we have to develop at least 10 photos plus a waiting time of half an hour or so. so in the end we gave up developing and went to buy snacks instead! haha. there was a super wide variety of tidbits and chocolates for us to choose. cheryl immediately took down the potato wheel (or what do you call it) thingy while i went for the spicy nachos doritos! lol. and we bought a packet of lemon biscuits for uncle too. anyway the snacks are for us to eat and 'party' at uncle's house. lol, we totally treat his house like our house like that. before heading to chai chee, we went to the hawker centre to eat the super nice wanton mee! the fried wanton is damn nice. haha. feeling full, happy and satisfied (haha sorry for the poor use of vocab), we then went to auntie's house to clean it for the last time. afterwhich we went down to uncle's house to eat somemore. now i feel bad for not talking more with uncle since it's our last time there. when we broke the news to both auntie and uncle, i could sense that they were a lil upset and they hoped that the next group of people will take over soon. anyhow, i shall wish them all the best and may they live a long and healthy life! :D but we'll definitely drop by someday to pass the photos to them and to see how they're doing.

so now, it's finally a small load off my mind cos i have one less cca to handle. even though it actually does not matter much at all, at least i'll find myself less busy on fridays, minus the fact that i still have trainings and concerts to attend for the next few fridays. haha. ohwell, off to do chem e-assessment now. garrgh i doubt i can do it properly man.

okie, i shall post photos of auntie and uncle as a form of memory :)

yay :]

2008-04-19T22:43:00.005+08:00

the glucoseamine tablet is not helping to ease my joint pain at all. it's still hurts alot. oh man. can someone suggest a better remedy? =X anyway, lol, i finally tried using the yoga mat which my mum bought for me last week. it was so funny. i just passed a comment to her saying that the yoga mat at Giant is at a discounted price now and i said it's quite worth it. and she really went to buy it for me -_- LOL. so i have to like use it even though i dont need it actually. anyway i wasn't doing yoga on the mat but instead i was doing all the tkd stretches. lol i even asked my maid to come over and join me and i actually succeeded in making her stretch to touch her toes! she's even worse than me cos she cant even touch her toes. so i had to pull her hand, roughly. haha! evil me.

okay this is such a useless post. damn boredddd ah. -___- damn speakers are spoilt. i cant dl songs or watch youtube =X

2008-04-14T20:00:00.000+08:00

yet another horrendous week again. econs essay test tmr. totally sian-ded. i love you weekends, hurry come pleaseeee. lol =X

2008-04-11T00:06:00.002+08:00

pe was fun and funny today :] we had mass pe in the hall cos it was raining. mr goh made us do several rounds of push-ups and sit-ups. afterwhich he made us jog on the spot and do funny stuff for about fifteen minutes or so. then he made us do stretching exercises. i shouldnt have done that spiltting stretch cos it made the condition of my knees worse. haha now i cant even do a side kick properly, especially with my right leg. me and huiting were complaining about the pain in our legs during training today. ohwell, the weekends are here for the pain to subside and hopefully it does. if not i have to resort to pasting the tokohon thing or spraying it on my knees everyday, which actually does not help much either. haha. oh back to the stretching part. mr goh called ningxi and some other dance people to go up to the stage to show all of us their 'jellyfish' stretch. and he said that they have no backbone cos they can totally go all the way down, unlike us who were struggling and trying so hard to reach further. lol. and i really perspired alot during pe today. went to uncle's house to finish watching the 'qian bu gou yong' and 'tu ran fa cai' show after school. and we took a picture with him before leaving cos it's actually the second last time that we're gonna visit him. and auntie too! auntie's so funny. when cheryl asked her to come and take a picture with us, she quickly made her hair and after that even asked us to develop the photo for her. lol. sigh i think im gonna miss them after we leave =X

anyway, not to forget, pw results were out today. hmm seriously i dont know how to comment on it. i know our WR is screwed up. so more or less im satisfied with myself lah. and i shall not think about it anymore. really. it's time to move on. i shall focus on the comp now. it's really hard to get the side kicks right. but i'll try my best :] hahah.

alright last sentence. shall say hello to my new visitor! *croaks* haha.

2008-04-04T22:45:00.004+08:00

yay i'm gonna be a blue tip this sunday! come to think of it, it's really very fast. a year ago i was just a noob white belter, but now i'm like in the middle and on my way to become a black belter, provided that i still wanna continue with tkd after jc. haha. anyway, school sucks this week. and it's so gonna suck even more for the next few weeks. or rather, it's gonna suck all the way till a levels are over. hmm just received our entry proof with the timetable of the papers, and it seems like we are ending slightly earlier than the people last year. and it stretches for slightly more than two weeks. almost like o levels already. oh man i cant wait. i cant wait for 18th NOVEMBER 2008, 09:15AM to come. physics mcq is our last paper. and about eight more months to go. may time pass as quickly as possible. lol. sorry for being such a pessimist here. but seriously i cant wait to get out of jc life. cos it's really taking my life away and i dont like it at all =X

alright back to the topic on my sucky life. congratulations, trainings will be from monday to friday everyday from next week onwards. and this means that by the time i reach home and have my dinner and everything, i will be too tired to do any work. at nine plus, my eyelids are already super heavy. and then i will either choose to bear with it or give up and go to bed. but then again, i know that i'm not the only one and there are even people who are worse than me. haha. so i shall say a big JIAYOU to all these people :] we will bear with it yeah. hmm i shall be more optimistic now. actually trainings everyday is not a bad thing afterall. cos i get to exercise and not grow fat but grow muscles instead. haha. and tkd has really really improved my flexibility! now i can at least stretch and touch one foot with both hands. i cant do it last time you know.. dont laugh!! lols. and sometimes i'll smile to myself when i can stretch till somewhere that i've never reached before in the past. hahaha. oh there's nothing wrong with me k. i talk to myself sometimes too.. according to shuling -_- but the bad thing is i think i've sort of twisted both of my knee joints due to the many wrong attempts to do a side kick properly. and the pain's not gonna go away cos i'll be doing it almost everyday and there'll be no time for it to heal. somemore sir wants us to do a higher side kick now which is highly unachievable for me and it'll make it worse. huiting has also twisted her bone as a result too. haha. but ningxi doesnt have to worry cos she's from dance and the way she stretches is like wow. haha. anyway, jiayou again to all those who are taking part in the comp! hehe.

it's so amazing. my mood can actually change just by typing that paragraph of words. haha. sorry if i have bored you people from this post about my sucky life. lol. everything's gonna be over real soon, i shall tell myself that everyday. LOL. alright off to bed now. finally no school tmr! oh but i heard the IOC people and the world champion pole-vaulter are coming to our school tmr for a dialogue session. actually i wanted to attend the session but i'm too lazy to get myself out of my house so early in the morning. haha ohwells. tireddd. tata and nights all! :D

2008-03-29T23:46:00.009+08:00

haha this is the new ride that was added to this yr's funfair. it's damn scary i tell you. i dont even dare to sit it. haha.

see how vertical you will go. and it's spinning at a super fast speed somemore. omg heart attack sia. haha.

the track layout for the record breaking run.

and the other side.

it's 37 secs left to the end of 24hrs! wonder if you can see the circle on the timer. haha.

us with the banner! wei and ru are on the specs stand. thats why they're not here. haha.

us with torto!

us with mrs goh!

the four braces girls. smileeee. shiny shiny metal. haha.

stupid blogger. i cant shift the pictures below! so i have to put them before my entry =X anyway..

FIESTA 2008 !

haha. it was quite boring at first. cos it's like there are so many stalls, and the prices of the items are not very appealing. so we dont know what to spend our coupons on. somemore the weather was freaking hot and i was perspiring like mad. damn uncomfortable man. and we kept walking and stopping in the middle of nowhere, blocking other people, until yin said "can we stop stopping?" haha. we were in the canteen first and headed down to the forum after that. that was when we started to spend our coupons away. i bought this float for a frigging 4 dollars worth of coupons -__- saw alot of seniors and classmates along the way! i was surprised to see gaoyan there also. haha. then it started raining but it stopped in less than fifteen minutes. viv and chris went to sign up for the guinness world record breaking run thing. and they each ran for 100 metres with the baton. Dr William Tan was there to support this event too. he actually cycled non-stop for 24hrs around the track. it's so incredible man. somemore he still could turn and smile at people when he cycled past them. the record was broken at 5pm. haha yay i feel so happy for them :) stayed on to watch the cheerleading. then we went down to the track to dance the family dance, line dance and sang the school song! i realise i cannot remember some parts of the lyrics already. but i really miss doing all these! i was so un-enthu about all these when i was in st nicks back then. but now it feels nice to do it again after so long. haha. stayed on the specs stand and ate and talked till bout 7. by the time we left the school, it was already almost empty. i think that should be last time i'm stepping into the school ba. it's gonna undergo renovation and be shifted to another place temporarily at the end of this year. by the way, haha this song is ringing in my head now, and in particular these two phrases:

IJ SPIRIT BURNING BRIGHT,

IJ FRIENDS ARE FRIENDS FOR LIFE.